Celestina

Face him again

Malakas ang tibok ng puso ko at hindi mapakali ng makababa ako ng taxi. At nakita ko ang malaking building sa aking harapan hindi ako maka paniwala na ganito na karangya ang kaniyang buhay.hinawakan ko ang aking sentido nahihilo pa ako mula saaking biyahe mag mula New York at diretsyo na sa kinatatayuan ko. Ng makalapit ako sa entrance lobby i read the name printed on the glass door "moon international Inc" I'm proud that he already reached his dreams to be a successful man.even I'm not part of it i know he can do it alone..because he is a smart and great person.but now i don't know if he is the same person i know..marami ng nangyari and worst thing baka hindi na niya ako kailangan..huminga ako ng malalim at tinulak ang malaking glass door..And i saw gorgeous and very classy entrance lobby para na itong five star hotel sa ganda. I can't believe he owned this..parang kailan lang we only have single house and a very simple life.

Dumiretsyo ako sa isa sa mga receptionist and they all beautiful sexy and tall.nakaramdam tuloy ako ng insecurity sa katawan i only wear jeans and t-shirt a very simple get up na hindi angkop sa lugar na ito.

"Hi!.miss can i talk to mr.moon?"

Tiningnan muna ako nito mula ulo hanggang paa.what the fish!! Gusto kong mag maldita at sigawan siya sa paraan ng pag tingin niya sakin but i know i don't have the rights to do that.

"Do you have an appointment miss?"
( in a sarcastic tone)

Yeah I know its really hard to meet the big boss. hindi agad ito makapag bibigay ng oras makipag usap sa mga un expected person.kagaya nalang ng amo ko sa New York so i guess i don't have an option but to do this..

"Uhmm..I'm from New York and i don't have an appointment to him because it's un expected..but can you tell him im here?"

Umarkong muli ang kilay ng babaeng kausap ko abat!!talaga naman kalma lang celestina! Bulong ko sa aking sarili.

" I'm sorry mam,but Mr.moon already told us that he doesn't likes un expected visitors you should set an appointment first before you can talk to him.."

Nanggigil na talaga ako sa babaeng to kung kaya inilabas kona ang aking alas.my identification card printed my name celestina moon. Siguro naman hindi na siya magtatanong pa.

"Here.And tell him my name"

At inabot ko ito sa kaniya..i saw her expression shock and her hand is shaking.hindi ko alam kung kilala ba nila ako o napag kamalan lang na ka mag anak ng kanilang big boss.dahil imposibleng mapag kamalan akong asawa dahil sa hitsura ko.I'm plain and simple nothing special..kung ikukumpara sa mga trabahanteng naririto.

"Uhmm..err..Mrs.moon i mean..ahh I'm sorry for my behavior I'll just call..to Mr.moon to tell him your here"

Bahagya pang kumunot ang aking noo sa utal utal na paliwanag nito. I just smile to her before I nod..
Nakita kong pumindot ito sa telepono.

"Good day Mr.moon...we have unexpected guest here in the lobby....yes sir we know....but she gave to us her identification card and her name is celestina moon.....sir?.....sir?..Ok,sir copy"

Hindi ko alam kung positive ba na makaka usap ko siya o hindi..basta ang alam ko habang kausap siya ng babaeng receptionist buong katawan ko ay nanginginig sa kaba,takot,at awa sa aking sarili dahil hindi ko alam kung mapapa tawad paba nila ako sa aking pang iiwan.

"Uhmm..Mrs.moon?" Pukaw saakin ng receptionist.tumingin naman ako sa kaniya at sinipat narin ang name plate na nakalagay sa kaniyang
dib-dib.rhea..

"Mr.moon said,you can talk to him in his office..one of our attendant will show you the way"
And smile at me.kanina lang tinatarayan ako and now she's smiling.

"Thanks miss.rhea and by the way your more beautiful if you always do that smile"..

I said.before I turn back to her.

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Nahihilo na ako sa haba ng pasilyong dinadaanan namin it's in the 9th floor at mukhang sa kaduluhan pa ang opisina nito.ang dami na namin nadaanang empleyado at hindi ko alam bat ang talim ng mga titig ng mga tao saakin..when we reached the white big door their is a very sexy lady in the side.and i think it's her Secretary.she's kinda a very strict.

"Your miss.celestina?"
I nod at her.

" Mr,moon has important meetings..uhmm you can wait him just sit over their"

She point me the chairs in the side and I think it's the waiting area.but some how i feel disappointed..maybe because I'm expecting that I should wait him in the inside of his office.
Asa kapa celestina!!.And i sit one of the chairs..napahawak akong muli sa aking sentido Damn my head ache. Kinapa ko ang bulsa ng aking luggage at nakuha ko naman ang paracetamol at agad ko itong ininom.i check the Time in my wrist watch and it's already past 11 hindi parin ako kumakain sa naaalala ko puro kape,biscuits at tubig lang laman ng tiyan ko.nag titipid kasi ako huminga akong muli ng malalim na pukaw ang attention ko ng may isang mala modelo ang dumating she's sexy beautiful and very classy..

"Hi,devaugn?where is my handsome boyfriend?"she ask

"His still in the meeting..you can wait him mam.Helen"

And I'm about to spill the water I'm drinking when i saw her entering my husband's office what the fish!!!
Unti unting pumasok sa utak kong she called my husband boyfriend so that is the reason why I'm not the one who's in the inside waiting for him because he already have new woman in his life.Anu pangaba inaasahan ko?na sa pag balik ko ok ang lahat?baliw ka celestina,!!.. I want to cry but not now it's not the right place to do it..
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I look again the Time in my watch and damn it's already 4pm. Four hours nakong nag hihintay maybe he doesn't like to talk to me.akala ko kasi the moment na pina pasok niya ako dito ay makakapag usap na kami pero hindi pala..nakapag meryenda at lunch nalang ang lahat ng empleyado ay wala parin siya.sabi ni devaugn tapos na ang meeting at nag pasabi nalang na kakain muna ito ng lunch at pina sundo nalamang si Helen para sumabay sa kaniya kumain.at ako pinapag hintay parin dito..ng anim na oras .. I give up now maybe some other time..i stand up at nakaramdam ako ng konting Pagka hilo.but i ignore that.

"Are you okay miss.celestina?"
Napalingon ako kay devaugn at ngumiti lamang ako to gave her assurance that I'm ok.Because i saw in her face that she's worried..

"I think his really busy today,and I don't want to bother him..can you tell him that if he has a free time can he call me?i just need to talk to him.."
And i smile bitterly..

"Ooohhh,.ok miss celestina..let me know your mobile number"
And i give it.At lumabas ng pinto,nangingilid na ang mga luha ko sa aking mata i know you never forgive me.and I wipe my little tears in my eyes..pa sakay na ako ng elevator ng mapansin kong may humahabol sa akin..miss devaugn..

"Miss..Mr...moon..wants to talk to you now..His already in the office right now" hingal na bigkas into.

This is it..makakausap ko na siya..
I silently pray thanks GOD..

AN:

It's my first Time to write novel in public and I'm sorry for the typos,wrong grammar and wrong spelling.. ^_^