Celestina

Clyde Eldrich Moon

AN: happy birthday ulit kay mary rose Valentin and happy broken heart Jessica alejandro ^_^ hihi joke lang.

Clyde's P.O.V
I pause what I'm saying to rhea when she said the name of our unexpected visitors.and I found my self agreeing to talk to the woman who cause so much pain in my life.
ready na ba talaga ako na muli siyang makausap at harapin?pero alam kong nandito ang puot at galit sa puso ko buhat ng iwanan niya kami pitong taon ang nakakaraan.then I deeply exhale,I should attend meeting first before I talk to her kailangan ko munang I compose ang aking sarili..
after an hour were done on the usual meeting but suddenly helen came up and she wants to have a lunch with me.helen is a famous model and a good friend,Hindi lingid sa kaalaman kong nag papahiwatig siya ng pag kagusto saakin but I always refuse what she wants because I'm focusing my self only to my sons and business.

its already six hours when I left the office,nag pahatid pa kasi si hellen sa condo and again he try to seduce me but still I can't.I told her I have a lot of things to do in the office. As usual I'm always making excuses..
then when I get back to my office using my private elevator I ask devaugn to let her in..but,what she said makes me irritate.

"Sir,..uhmm Ms.celestina just got left babalik nalamang daw po sya,and she left her mobile no."

"what?!!bring her back in my office and tell her I want to talk now and tell her i don't have time for tomorrow !!"

tumaas na ang boses ko so ganun nalang iyon?six hours lang siya nag hintay for fucking damn six hours she gave up?!! tumayo ako at humarap sa malaking glass wall nang aking opisina,and I starring blankly when I hear knocking "come in"  I said and after a while I heard the door creaking.so she's here now..I can smell her cologne and its still the same cologne seven years ago.

"what makes you brought here"

"I..I..I just want to know how's our kids"

at first I didn't expected what she said now I thought she will say sorry and admit her faults her cheating moments to me..so its only for my childrens only..and my three sons is only for me hindi na siya parte ng aming buhay.so I face her and I'm a little shocked.because I thought celestina is now a classy and expensive but she's not..she only wearing t-shirt and pants.like she always wearing when the college times.she's still very simple and her angel beautiful face..curvy body ohh..damn after seven years.ngayon lang ulit gumana ang senses ko sa sex.
I bitterly smiled at my self your not the only one who owns that body anymore..

I saw her tears..I saw how she wants to beg and explain but..I dont want to hear it because I know its really painful..lalo lang nadagdagan ang sakit ng sinabi niyang just for only One month.. wow!! So its really easy for her to give up.I can't stand seeing her kneeling in the floor muli ko siyang tinalikuran kung ito ang gusto mo ibibigay ko but you cant hurt the feelings of my sons..

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the day she left..
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kakalabas lang ni star mula sa hospital last week kaya hindi pa kami nakaka recover mula sa financial star is suffering stage2 brain cancer kaya ginawa ko ang lahat-lahat para gumaling agad ang kapatid ko.dag dag pang ga graduate na si hanzel pangalawa sa aming magkaka patid.at malaking gastos na naman iyon.nasa malalim na pag iisip ako ng hinawakan.ni celestina ang noo ko.

"maaga kang tatanda niyan kung laging naka kunot ang noo mo"

And I saw her sweet smile.sakanya talaga ako kumukuha ng lakas she's perfect..kahit maganda na ang trabaho ko pinag papatuloy parin niya ang negosyo niyang bigasan.sa palengke dahil ang sahod ko na punta lang sa.chemotherapy ni star at pang bayad sa school ng mga kapatid ko.at iba pang bayarin.ang para sa tatlo kong anak ay si celestina na ang gumagawa she never said anything only.smile and positive thoughts..pinaupo ko siya sa aking hita at niyakap ng mahigpit. I really love this woman.

"thank you..for always their for me.my...life"

"you gave me the most special happiness in.life that is your love.And strong family"

tinawid ko ang pagitan saaming mukha  at hinalikan ang matamis niyang labi.

"I love.you celestina"

"and I love.you more Clyde"

after long months.nalagpasan ni star ang kaniyang sakit gumaling siya at naka graduate na din ang kapatid kong si hanzel as engineering and he said a promise tutulungan niya akong maka graduate ang tatlo pa naming kapatid.we always like this tulungan sa lahat ng bagay.so tinapos ko ang aking trabaho.at diretsyo sa bahay gusto kong lumabas kami ni celestina babawi ako sa kaniya lalo na ngayon nakaka bawi na kaming muli sa financials but...I saw only one letter on our bed.

Clyde,.
   your so perfect and great father,husband and a brother..and that's why I always believing on you and I'm sorry..for now I can't be at your side and to our kids.I want to see how they grow old.like their father but I can't..I can't come anymore.for now don't find me Clyde.but..believe me baby,I will comeback
I love you..And always remember that Clyde..no man can make me happy like.you always do everyday.
                                   love..
                               your wife.celestina

I slam all things I saw in.our room even the roses I buy for her nakita ko nalang ang aking kamao na dumudugo.sa pag suntok ko sa pader.

"kuya!anong nangyayari?"

I heard hanzel ask me but I didn't bother to answer his question im in pain..tumutulo na.ang mga luha ko gusto ko siyang makita..at humingi ng tawad sa aking pagkukulang.I know I didn't give her so much attentions.
nakita kong bit-bit ni Xavier ang mga anak namin. their just only 1year old last week kaya pala sobrang focus sya.sa.birthday ng tatlo at sa pag paparamdam kung gaano niya ako kamahal iyon pala ay aalis siya.
why I.don't notice that!!im so stupid! naka luhod na ako sa sahig ng aming kuwarto at napasabunot sa aking buhok habang patuloy na.bumabagsak ang aking mga luha,naririnig ko pa ang mga iyak ng tatlo naming mga anak.na parabang nakiki dalamhati sa pag alis ng kanilang ina.

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after one year.

I receive finally a good news.its about my wife simula ng iwan niya kami.I search her.I work very hard to meet her again and bring her back to our life,hindi na siya mag hihirap pa sa piling ko.I have enough time to fix all things and money to give her more comfortable life.I already own local airline and I know lalaki pa ang kumpanya sa ngayon nangangapa pa ito,dahil kakaumpisa palang makipag sabayan ng aking kumpanya.pero marami akong nakikitang positive sighs  thanks to my dad.i borrow a big money to build my company yeah..my dad,but I will tell you guys how we meet again after we thought his already dead.but for now gusto kong kasama ko sa lahat ng successful ng buhay ko si celestina..

Then when I finally got New York City
I go straight to the address written by George.his my private investigator.. just to see my heart painfully hurting
nakita kong palabas siya sa kaniyang tinutuluyan,she's wearing bonnet at maputla sya pero hindi kona pinuna iyon dahil nakita ko ang isang lalaki mas bata saakin ng ilang taon at.mukha rin itong pilipino naka  akbay pa ito at ang isang kamay naman ay nakahawak sa kamay ni celestina.I look the woman of my life shes smiling and she hold the guy's hand tighter.lalo kong naikuyom ang aking kamay ng makita ko pang halikan ng lalaki ang kaniyang noo.
gusto kong suntukin siya at bugbugin but I know I have s fault too..I smiled bitterly at tumalikod so this is the reasons why she left us..para lang pala sumama sa lalaking iyon at maging ang mga anak namin ay nagawa niyang talikuran.she said babalik sya pero mukhang hindi na.im so dumb! and useful fuck!!..