"If one day I wake up and do not remember who I am then please do not tell me. When I ask why my arms,thighs and hips are more scar tissue than regular skin do not tell me the truth,lie to me,make up some story about an accident I was in as a young girl.
When I ask why my ribs are trying to escape my skin and why my stomach feels more like a well do not tell me it's because I have a fear of being full,lie to me again,tell me about how I had an awful fever but I'm better now and more able.
If I ever wake up and do not remember who I am do not tell me,I don't want to be this person a second time around,let me finally learn to love myself for once."