Confused?

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Right after Rodger had stepped out of the bedroom, I started to hint something strange about him. Could he truly be in love with me, I told myself. I cleared my mind that's none sense plus he kidnapped me I could never have a change of heart for a person like him.

Rodgers POV
As I shut the door behind me I sped down to the living room. A tear ran down my face, I wiped it off quickly, I love her I truly do why doesn't she believe me or give me a chance? I told myself over and over again. Why did I ever do this to her I'm a monster all I ever wanted was to get loved back.

Hours went by since I seen her, she's seen my weakness, I'm not ready to look at her again. I paced back and forth in the living room thinking about my next move. I went upstairs to the bedroom, I slowly entered to see Rachel laying down on the bed looking up at the ceiling. She slowly sat up "what was that all about earlier?" She quickly responded.

I fiddled with my fingers and walked towards her slowly "it was nothing don't worry about it" I responded back. "Look even though I know your crazy as hell, I saw a different side of you, if I'm gonna be stuck here you could at least tell me what's going on, do you need help?" I looked down she thinks I'm crazy, but I have to tell her.

"I....I truly love you, I know I came out possessive heck I kidnapped you for crying out loud and I know it was wrong of me but I didn't want things to turn this way, all I wanted...." I paused I felt a tear trying to pierce out of my eye I held it in "all I wanted was to feel loved that's all" I turned around in embarrassment getting ready to walk out the door.

Rachel's POV
Once Rodger turned around to walk out the door I slowly got up and placed my hand on his shoulder god I hope I don't regret doing this. He paused "if that's what you wanted why didn't you just speak to me now you just made things worse for me you ruined me and I'm sorry I can't say I love you back, if you need help just let me go and I'll help you Rodger" he quickly spun around and caressed me in his arms as he planted a kiss on my lips.

At this point I should of pulled away but for some reason I didn't. I gave in and kissed back this felt so wrong but then again it felt so right at the same time. We slowly pulled away from each other as he cuffed his hands and placed them on my face pulling me closer, "I love you Rachel" he then turned around and walked out the bedroom.

What the hell just happened am I going insane! I told myself, I'm so confused at this point, he tortured me, raped me, kidnapped me, everything and I'm here sinking down to his level I just can't. I sat on the bed and cried for what seemed like forever.

Could Rodger possibly be the one for me I slowly murmured under my breath. I scratched that thought out of my head as I slowly placed my head on the pillow distraught and confused. This has to be the key to my escape.

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