My Death Story Or So I Thought

The Next Day

It was the next day. Everyone was saying that I was a weirdo because I had talked to Mr. Hones after class. I liked him. Me and him became friends. But I liked him more than a friend. It was going to suck for the rest of the year.

First hour wasn't as dreadful as I thought it would be and I was kinda disappointed. I wanted it to be horrible so I could tell my parents and they would let me transfer back to my old school and I would just live with Asher. But that wasn't going to happen. My parents letting me live with my boyfriend/ex boyfriend is a joke. I'm barely allowed to talk to him anymore. The only reason I kinda can is because he's my happy place and my parents know that.

Next thing I knew it was second hour. Was I daydreaming all hour? Who knows. All I knew is I had to get out of that class, and fast. I grabbed my stuff and ran to my locker. I had to get to class before everyone else. I didn't and was actually late therefore second hour made up for how non-dreadful first hour was. I already wanted to die again. I walked in and everyone started making fun of me. It made sense though. I was the new kid. I didn't fit in anywhere.

Third hour came around. I had zoned out again but not because I was thinking about Asher, but because I was thinking about Mr. Hones. I had no idea what to do, all I could think about all day was him. It sucked. But next hour was lunch then I had Mr. Hones. He is so dreamy. No I can't say that about my teacher. All of a sudden everyone started moving, then I heard this loud noise. A fire drill. At least it was today and that way maybe I can get my mind off of Mr. Hones. The only problem was that it made me think of him more. We all got let back in and let out of class.

Since we can go off campus for lunch I walked around town the whole lunch hour. It went by pretty fast but that's okay. I planned what I was going to do for the rest of the day. Since I don't live far from the school I was going to tell my mom I was going to walk home instead of riding the bus. I then planned that after school was over I would go talk to Mr. Hones about how I feel. I would then probably get my heart broken and I was prepared for that.

I went to my locker before lunch ended to be able to get to class faster. When everyone came in they made fun of me because it was Mr. Hones class that I came into early. All I could think about all hour was how I wanted Mr. Hones to throw me onto his desk and start violently making out with me. Then I look down and my life went from bad to horrible. I had a boner in class. I had to think about my grandma naked to make it go away and luckily no one noticed, except for Mr. Hones. He asked to talk to me after class and I knew then that my life was ruined. I told him that I would prefer to talk to him after school because I needed to get to my next class and that's what happened.

Than I had fifth hour with the bitch. I was wearing another MCR shirt and when I walked in she pulled me aside. She told me that I shouldn't be wearing clothing with things that don't exist on them. I told her MCR does exist and that she needs to get her bitch ass away form me. She sent me down to the principals office and I had to stay in there for the rest of the hour. I was glad though because that meant that I wouldn't have to hear her talk. School ended and I went to Mr. Hones' class.

He asked me why I had had a boner in his class and I told him that I was fantasizing. he asked me about what and that was when I started freaking out. I was afraid to tell him what but I knew I had to. We sat down and I told him that I liked him. He said he liked me to but I told him that I like him as more than a friend. Then he stopped. I felt as if my life was over. Than something unexpected happened. He kissed me. I could feel my erection starting and I couldn't stop no matter how hard I tried but then I felt him get one to I stopped trying to fight it. We stopped and went over to his desk. he got on the table and we started doing as I fantasized. We started violently making out and then we stopped.

I was confused. He told me that its wrong to have a relationship with a student and he could get fired, we could both go to jail/ juvy  and I realized he was right. I told him that we could just meet in private. He said that would be okay so he gave me his phone number and address. He said eh tutors kids so that it wouldn't be suspicious if someone saw me go to his house but I had to call and make sure there were no other students at his house before I came over.