Jamals P.O.V.
FOR ALL U PEOPLE WHO HAVE JUDGED ME, CALLED ME NAMES, TALKED ABOUT ME IDC. YES IM BOUT TO PUT MY SELF ON BLAST CUZ SLL Y'ALL ARE TO PUSSY TO BE REAL. WHEN I WAS 7 MY MOM GOT STABBED BY MY UNCLE 16 times. I SAT THERE IN HER BLOOD CRYING. SHE DIED IN MY ARMS BUT IT WASN'T TIME FOR HER TO GO SO GOD BROUGHT HER BACK TO LIFE IN THE HOSPITAL. AND HE SPOKE TO HER. WHEN I WAS 9 I GOT BAPTISED. WHEN THE PASTOR PUT ME IN THE WATER I WAS SHOCKED AND GOD HE SPOKE TO ME. HE SAID THAT TIME WILL SOON COME AND IT WILL MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE. WHEN I WAS 12 MY AUNT SUSIE DIED. I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF AFTER THAT. YES MY LIFE IS FUCKED. I ALWAYS HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE BUT THAT'S NOT WAT I FEEL INSIDE. AT MY AGE NOW A COUPLE MONTHS BACK I WAS SHOT 4 TIMES. I DIDN'T COME HOME UNTIL 7:30. MY MOM LOOKED EVERYWHERE FOR ME. MY BASKETBALL COACH AND TEACHERS FROM MY SCHOOL IS8 LOOKED FOR ME. I CANE BACK TO LIFE THO. AND GOD GAVE ME THESE THINGS. HE TOLD ME I WAS DEAD BUT ALIVE AT THE SAME TIME. HE TOLD ME IM AN ANGEL. HE TOLD ME TO GET PEOPLE TO FOLLOW ME, TO LIKE ME. ONE OF THE THINGS I HAVE IS THAT I CAN SEEE THINGS BEFORE IT HAPPENS. SO FOR ALL U PEOPLE WHO FUCK WITH OTHER PEOPLE. THINK ABOUT HOW THEIR LIFE WAS.
