Keep Fighting

Chapter 1

I have had a hard time with the social part of school ever since I can remember. The bullying started on the first day of kinder garden. When these 2 girls named Anna and Kimy started calling me names, pull my hair, and geting me in trouble. This taunghting continued all year which afected my expectations for school. Luckly I was only in that school for one year I switched schools to a public school closer to my house. This is where I would spend first through fifth grade. On my first day of first grade I remember having a asigned seat next to this kid named Daric who poked and kicked me the whole day. Within a month of starting school I knew I was different from all the other kids. During reading our teacher Mrs. Anders would take each kid one at a time over to a table in the corner and have theme read these little storys. Then she would ask them to tell her the story they read. Once she got to me and asked to tell her the story I came up with a completely different story than the one she had asked me to read. She would tell me to stop fooling around and to read it again. So I would tell her another story that had nothing to do with the one that was on the paper. Finally she would get annoyed and give me a pink slip. The thing with the pink slip for once that if I got 3 I will go to the principal's. Well let's just say I spent a lot of time in the principal's office. After the about 4 to 5 weeks of what seemed to be not being able to read. My mom took me to this lady who tested me for these different learning disabilities. After a couple of sessions she concluded that I had dyslexia. My dyslexia was severe enough then I couldn't read and wrote backwards. The other kids would call me names and say I was dumb. I put up with all this stuff for about half the year then this girl named Casey made me think I was her friend then a few weeks later she stabed me in the back. About halfway through with my first grade year a kid transferred to my school this kid's name was Dan then came my only friend in first grade I don't really remember too too much for first grade so I'm going to move on the second grade in second grade I got a teacher named Miss cliff I really like to miss school if she was the first teacher that I really thought cared about me and wanted me to succeed in life in second grade a lot of the kids in the class didn't really like me they thought I was a complete idiot because they didn't understand dyslexia will my mother had started to get me these different things to help like I had a guide a teacher for my disability who knew how to work with me I'm spelling wasn't counted on anything and I was having tutoring after school will all these kids so they figured it out and then they continuously called me weird and different and no one wanted to be my friend because if they were my friend then they would get bullied too now Dan was really the only guy that would talk to me and we really became really close over frustrated by the time we're in second grade we were in two different classes because I have been putting talented and gifted class and he was in a normal class so we didn't see each other much unless it was gym 2nd grade was just really hard in general I mean social aspects of school is really important for young kids and I didn't really have that I did fairly well in my classes the one class that I really enjoy it with music and art where I was lacking with my spelling and grammatical problems I excelled in music and art I really don't have much a second grade I don't mean there's nothing to remember so I'm going to move on to 3rd grade third grade really was one of my better years my teacher Miss Pat absolutely loved me I really excelled in history that year was really interesting for me we learned about the Greeks and the Romans and science is fun too I love my science teacher 3rd grade one of those years where I 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the year Jamie told me she was going to kill herself now you should never hear that from a third grader I got really angry that these kids made her feel that bad end ended up giving the kids in trouble which didn't make them like me Now by 4th grade I had the best teacher ever Miss Willow I really like this will she loved history and I really like to see you too and could answer any question I had about it I was still in the gifted program and I'm still being bullied and that's when The Bullying really took a turn the kids started to become physically violent towards me they would try and hit me these two girls would actually trapped me in corner from the teachers will not looking and attempt to hit me which didn't help my mental state I think that you was really when I started to get really sad randomly Miss Willow did try and stop these kids but it never helps at this point I had just gotten such a backbone and I really just made a shell School work improved I had started to get a lot better grades and really put effort into my work I also signed up to be a safety patrol shadow so I can be a safety patrol when I get in the 5th grade now in fifth grade Miss Connor was my teacher I really liked her she was really cool I made it onto safety patrol and whenever we switched stations like where you were going to be in the school all the kids hoped they wouldn't end up in the same station as me remember these two girls they really didn't like me everyday that we were at our Stations they verbally abused me making me not like safety patr I'm in the classroom was no better kids without bullying me right in front of the teacher and she couldn't do anything we had a guidance counselor to help with that stuff but I never talked to her I just kept it all bottled up I still had my two friends but that was it some kids put up with me but they never really were my friends even outside of school I stopped hanging out with people and going places I didn't go to my school work but I did well in school work through Elementary School I really don't remember much of elementary school I just remember bits and pieces from the different grades remember what my teacher like and what the classes are like in all the kids and what they did to me but that's it.