Chapter 2: Lost, Confused, Hopeless

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"Shit! I can't get it right." I told myself looking deeply into the bathroom mirror as a strand of wet and curly hair drapes down the side of my face. Walking back to the bedroom with nothing but a towel on pacing back and forth thinking about what I could do to fix the situation. "Maybe just.." Letting out a deep sigh, switching the T.V on just to find some sort of comfort. Knowing that I should be getting ready for bed because I have work in the morning, I stayed up anyway. Much later than I planned. Reaching over to the nightstand grabbing my wine glass filled with one of my favorite toxic drinks, and takes a small sip. My life isn't hard, no. My life isn't easy either. I'm no different from anyone else so why am I worrying about little things when there are much bigger problems going on. Sitting at the edge of my bed now fully clothed and completely unbothered by my surroundings tapping my foot lightly whereas the carpet beneath me soothes the ball of my foot. Tears rolling down my cheeks not understanding why they are, I just let them fall and lay my head on the pillow waiting to finally close my eyes to sleep.

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