During the whole winter break I worked on myself, I tried to convince myself that I was healing, and I really do believe I've healed at least a little bit, but everything was OK with the distance and not really seeing him everyday.
There was a day when he told me she said maybe they should break up, and I thought that might be the end of it that their relationship was not really that strong, but they didn't break up and he seems really happy, and I wish I could do something to make her forget her ex and just be with him because she wants to, and then there's the other side of me who just wishes they break up any second.
I'm so fvcking sad right now, I've been crying nonstop the whole week and it really sucks.
I just unfollowed him on instagram because every single photo he uploads is like a little stab 'he's happy and it's not with you' is all I can see in every single one of them, and I'm not letting myself get hurt that way.
Once upon a time I thought I could work this out easily and fast... Once upon a time I was not right.
