Wake Up - The End is the New Beginning!

Part-1

In a past life I was a psychiatrist. Well, let me rephrase that. Before my life fell to pieces I was a psychiatrist, and a damned good one too. It's tough to really say what makes a psychiatrist "good" at what they do, but I started in my field early, got great experience my first few years in the business and not before long I almost had more clients than I could handle. I'm not saying someone would walk into my office suicidal and do a complete 180 in one day, but my clients trusted me and felt that I genuinely helped them, so I came very highly recommended, and my rate was admittedly steep. That being said, I was used to a "higher tier" of patient.

I'm not sure how the Jennings family found me but I assume they were pointed in my direction from their previous psychiatrist, as that's sometimes the case. Someone walks through your door that you're incapable of helping for whatever reason so you make some recommendations. One day I got a call from Mrs. Gloria Jennings, a very wealthy real estate owner who wanted me to work with her son, Andrew. Apparently Andrew had just about worn out every psychiatrist in the state and I was essentially their last option. Andrew was your typical drug abuser, his poison of choice being heroin, and as anyone in my field can tell you these people are just a headache to deal with. If they're not clean and scatter-brained then they're high and not making any sense. I wouldn't have taken him as a patient but Mrs. Jennings offered me almost double my usual rate so I couldn't say no. It was the worst decision I've ever made.

I met Andrew early on a Monday morning. From experience it's easier to catch these types before they've had a chance to use. Best case scenario they don't even show up and you get a free hour, but Andrew was fifteen minutes early. He certainly looked like a heroin addict. Dark bags under his green eyes, hair disheveled, a scraggly beard growing on his face. He looked to be in his early 20's. He was tall and inexplicably thin, and wore baggy, plain clothes that only accentuated his sharp figure. I welcomed him into my office and offered him a seat. He sat down and began rubbing his hands together and exploring my office with his eyes with darting rapidity.

For my own privacy I will refer to myself as "Doctor A."

"So, Andrew." I began. "I'm Doctor A. Why don't you tell me a little about yourself?"

For the first time he made eye contact. He hesitated for a moment and then spoke.

"Look, this is about the eight or ninth time I've started from scratch so I'm just going to cut to the chase. My Mom probably told you I was a drug user and I am. I use heroin and cocaine if I can get my hands on it."

I opened my mouth to ask if he ever uses both at the same time, to explain the danger of the combination but he beat me to it.

"No, I always do them separately. I'm not an idiot." He said.

"I don't think you're an idiot." I lied. "I've seen a lot of users in my day. Trust me." Andrew hadn't stopped staring at me. I shifted uncomfortably in my seat and asked the obvious next question. "Why do you use?"

"Well, on the nights I don't want to go to sleep I use the cocaine, and on the nights I don't want to dream, I use the heroin." As he said this he dropped his gaze to the floor, still rubbing his hands.

"I'm sorry, the nights you don't want to sleep you use cocaine?" I asked, just to make sure he said it right.

"That's correct Doctor." He said, still not looking at the ground.

"And why don't you want to sleep Andrew?"

"Because, I don't want to see ubloo." He answered, shifting his gaze back up at me, and registering my reaction to that word.

"I'm sorry, who's ubloo?" (Pronounced "oo-bloo") I asked curiously.

Andrew sighed. "ubloo is a monster I see sometimes in my dreams, who controls them."