Fantasy

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My vision
Is blurred from
All the shed tears.

My throat
Is croaked from
All the shoutings.

My body
Is trembling from
All the negative vibes.

And ,
I feel dead
From the weight.

I want to stand up on
My feet and want to
Open that hell door.
Stepping out ,
I wanna curse those
Two individuals who ' re
Shouting , lurching and
Maybe killing each other too.

I wanna go out and shout
Them to stop for they aren't
Just two individuals but
They're my
World.

All this stays a fantasy
As the voices dies down
And ,
The door bangs while someone
Cries.

I wanna go out there
And soothe my birthgiver.
I wanna rub her back ,
Speak sweet things
As she did to me.

All this stays a fantasy
As I hear the weeping
Stop.

I sigh ,
Will this be
Always be fantasy
Of a small girl
Or will I ever have the courage
To stand and
Fight ! ?

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