I'M FALLING FOR MY SO-CALLED BROTHER!!!

CHAPTER:Two Silent Death

        (  First of all I would love to thank Brothersucks4, she helped me edit this chapter and  gave me great ideas for this story :)))))).....)

I woke up in my bed. All the pain and disgust of last night came back hitting me like a baseball bat.I felt dirty, I will never forgive him ever I said to myself. It was Monday and I had to get ready for school it was like hell. I had no friends every body hates but I would rather go there then be here with this ABUSIVE FATHER. I took a quick shower and I put my dark blue skinny jeans on and my white long sleeve v-shirt. As I got on the bus I knew it was going to be a horrible day as always. I never really tried to talk to any one because they would either shun me or bully me. I prefer the shunning a hundred times more. I was a Freshman soon to be Junior and all the stuck up popular kids pick on me even the chess nerds. I guess I'm just too nice and weak to defend myself. The first bell rang and that meant it was almost time to go to first period.

As I was walking to my locker I bumped into Emma Miller. She is one of the main popular girls. It's like her mission is to make my life even more miserable then it already is.

" I- I'm sorry Emma, it was an accident", I said quietly. 

" What ever.. next time watch where you're going, creep", she said with an annoyed voice.

She pushed me down knocking all my books from my hand. I stayed there on the floor. All her friends stepped and spit on me while I was there. I waited till they left and then I picked my books up.  I opened my locker and shoved them in there I got the stuff I needed and rushed to class. My English teacher Mrs. Adams asked me why I was late. I made in excuse that I was helping in the office and lost track of time. I knew if I told the truth it would get worse.  The hours went by slowly it felt like eternity. It was finally lunch. I had trouble looking for a place to sit finally I found one in the far corner. I sat down and took a few bites I was disgusted of what had happened last night. I was walking to throw my tray away as I bumped into Dylan. 

" You b*****!! This is my new clothes," he yelled.   

" I-I'm so sorry D-Dylan," I stuttered. 

" Yeah whatever get out of my way," he said angerly.   Dylan is as you might have guessed a jock. I quickly walked to my class. This time the hours went fast and it was time to go home. I got on the bus and sat by myself. I didn't want to go home but sadly I had to.

~Few months later~

It was the same thing over again my dad would rape me each night, then I would go to school and I would get bullied, I hardly sleep or eat anymore and I cut myself. I was living the same day over again. •Ring,ring•  I jumped a little when the bell rang. It was time to go. I walked slowly to the bus. I saw that my dads car was gone I literally ran off the bus. I went to my room. I couldn't take it anymore, I was alone I had no one to talk to. I was simply worthless no one cared about me. I hardly even see my mom anymore, I have no friends, and no body likes me, my dad hurts me everyday. I don't belong here I'm just a waste of space. I can't take it anymore I'm ending my life for good. I wrote on a paper explaining to my mom why I took my life away. I loved her but I couldn't take it anymore maybe she would be better off with out me.When I was done I walked to the bathroom and I grabbed some pills, there was about ten I shoved them in my mouth and swallowed them. I didn't feel anything. I went to my bed to wait there to silently die.

~ Two hours later~  

I heard the door open.

"Hello, Elena are you home?," my mom asked curiously.  I was sweating like a pig I threw up a few times. My mom walked up the stairs to my room. I hardly could open my eyes. When my mom walked in I passed out. The last thing I heard was my mom yelling out my name.