My Dream Journal

First Loves

*This dream includes some people I actually know and was recent the past year , therefore I shall change their names*

I'm an ordinary sophmore girl in highschool, and today I am located in a large grassy park where all of the students from my high school are here, along with all of our parents. I'm not exactly sure why we are all here, but it seems to be for some special event.

The first thing I think about is not my friends, or parents and where they are. The first person I think about and I see is my newly-made guy friend that i have been flirty with all semster, Ethan. He has short soft brown hair, a defined jaw and green eyes. He was currently talking to someone who was in our class(the only class we had) Chemistry. 

I decided I wanted to talk to him, so I walked towards him and said a simple "Hey." He didnt turn around in my direction, he just continued making conversation with that random person. I frowned a bit, got a little closer, and kind of poked him to get his attention. He still didn't turn around.

Finally, after being ignored twice, and feeling a bit daring (not really), I decided to put my hand around his arm and gently pull him towards to me, searching for his eyes to look at me. For a second he startingly looked at me but composed himself quickly and got closer, looking in my eyes. 

When he did that I got butterflies in my stomach. I'm the type of girl that is rather shy around guys and acts weird, but for some reason I got really connected to Ethan in a way that my weirdness did not matter. I also am not the kind of girl who could hug guys like no big deal, I was too awkward for that and usually got nervous.

My knees went a little weak because of our closeness and my breathing got a bit faster. The girl he was talking to left and it was just me and him. To keep his attention on me I started a conversation about the stupid school event we were at and just started making small talk. He was being funny during our conversation (like he always is) and we both started walking around the park, with him close to my side.

I then said something stupid but funny enough for him to put his arm around my shoulders and laugh with me. After that he didnt pull back and I realized he felt the same way about me. So when we stopped next to a thick-looking tree he pulled his arm off me and I instead put my hands in his, him leaning over me while my back was to the tree. 

Our closeness felt amazing and the way his body barely wavered over mine made me feel all warm inside. Plus the fact that i was backed up against the tree with little room between us was just plain sexy. I mean, how could it not be?

He held my hand against his heart, smiling at me and said "So...I like you." It made me smile back and I replied a simple "I like you too." I slid my hands out of his and moved them around his neck pulling him closer. Then he passed his arms gently aroung my waist to my lower back and moved in all the way to the point where it was just us two as one and we held eachother in such comfort and warmth like we were always meant to be together. My head layed on his chest right under his head and we were just wrapped against eachother. It felt so peaceful and-

"Julie! Juilie!" My mom was calling my name which made me jerk out of our embrace and say,"Shit." Ethan alarmed by me asked "Who was that?" I tried to bend a little and put him in front of me so that my mother, about 25 feet away, would be out of view. My mom would be pissed if she saw me with a guy. She doesnt like the idea of me dating. 

"Uhh, that was my mother and we should probably hide." I took his hand and once I saw my mother turn around I dragged him across the park behind trees and people until we were out of  her sight.

"So, I assume you cant date," he chuckled a little and slipped his hands around my waist. 

"Well, I just cant be SEEN dating." I let him hold me close again but broke the embrace too soon. "Well, as much as I love this, I got to find my parents before they start worrying too much, so I should get going." His beautiful eyes looked saddened but nodded his head in understanding.

"Yeah. I know." He gave me a last tight hug making me feel like jelly and brought his face down to mine giving me a small kiss on the cheek making me blush. 

"I'll see you later," I replied smiling, and with one last look at him I walked away feeling unbelievably incredible. I couldnt believe I met such an amazing guy and  he liked me back. 

As I continued walking towards my parents all i could think about was Ethan.

When I woke up: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, it wasn't real :( Damn...

*This was a little bit of a mushy dream, so I'm sorry. And I hope you guys werent too annoyed with only hugs and no 'action', some people prefer that but I just think hugs are sweeter, anyways thats what happened in my dream..*