Preferably love

just the beginning

"Thanks for being here with me" said Linda to Dylan as we stood there over bellas grave."no problem, it's no trouble at all, I had a bunny when I was 20, and I did the same for him, I bottle fed him and raised him when he was really little and then 3 months ago he passed away"

she said trying not to cry, I get why she was trying not to cry. It was only 3 months ago, of course it's still going to hurt like a bitch. "Oh...I'm so sorry to here that, hey listen umm if you need to cry it's okay. You seen me crying like a baby who's hungry. I also understand"

I said to her putting my hand on her back starting to cry again she looked at me with her big Brown eyes and I noticed that she was starting to tear up as well, she looked so beautiful and I couldn't look away! She was stunning! And as I was admiring her beautie she leaned in and kissed me. SHE KISSED ME! I never thought that she would ever kiss me.

"I'm sorry I couldn't help myself" she said looking at me and blushing "no it's okay" I said "I wanted to kiss you but I didn't know if you wanted me to or not" I said to her

She looked at me and said "I'm not sure this is exactly the right time but, would you want to go on a date with me?" I looked back at Dylan and thought that the most beautiful girl I've ever seen just asked me out! I was quick to reply "I would love too" I smiled at her

I went home that night, thinking this is crazy, why am I going? I just lost bella and I'm going on a date? This doesn't seem right, I should be greaving! But since I don't really remember losing anyone I don't really know how to greave, I'm not sure. I'll go. That's it ill go! "My final decision! I'm going!!!' I realized that I said that out loud and then a bang on the wall "shut up! I'm trying to Fucking sleep!!" Stacey yelled. Stacey is my roommate, I met her when she was at her lowest, her mom and dad kicked her out because they well I actually don't fully understand why, " sorry didn't mean to say that out loud"
She came out with her bleach blond hair up in a bun wearing her pjs, "it's okay, I understand" she said and Stacey isn't the person to understand dumb things like that, so I could tell she felt bad for me with losing bella, she's a prety chill girl and very prety but she's like family and has a boyfriend, Stacey is great "how was your shift last night?" I said looking at her short self reaching for the coffee "it was good! Everyone went to bed and I only got bit by Berea once and she didn't brake skin see!" Stacey workes at a nurseing home so she deals with older people and some younger people who's family can't take care of them 24/7 "that's good, I'm glad to here that" I chuckled "so um I have a date with that girl I was telling you about Dylan" she looked at me with a smile "good! Go get out have fun! Where you guys gonna go? She smiled excitedly. "Well I'm going to take her to dinner and then she said she has a surprise for me" I said "well you Better tell this bitch all about it when you get home after tomo...when is it?" I looked at her and said "in 3 day's! The next 3 days are going to be hell!"

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