Is This Real Life?

Chapter 4 (:

Okay guys, I'm doing someone else's point of view.. Hope you like it!

__________________________

Chapter 4

Jai's p.o.v

Okay , so even tho I have a girlfriend , when Destiny I think her name was..? Well anyway , when she got out of the car with Alex , I thought she was extremely beautiful , I feel bad tho bc I'm going out with Alex and I love her .. I don't know what to do .. I hope none of the other boys like Destiny , she seems so sweet and perfect .. Jai stop you have a girlfriend! The girls started walking over here and Alex sat down next to me and Destiny went down by James . I hope they don't like each other .. JAI STOP YOU JAVE A GIRLFRIEND! It feels so wrong to like her , but then again it feels so right .. I honestly don't know what to do , I've been going out with Alex for 3 months , and I love her to death but .. Destiny .. She's ... Stunning .. I ...

"So Alex , how've you been?" I asked tryin to make a conversation .

"I've been good , I'm better now bc I finally get to hang out with you" she said with a smile leaning in to kiss me

"Haha , awe" I said with a smile .

Is it bad the when I kissed Alex I didn't feel anything? I don't know what do to , I mean I love Alex and everything , but destiny .. She's just so .. Beautiful .. Should I brake up with Alex ? I don't want to though Alex is amazing ..

"Jai , JAI?!" Alex was snapping in my face trying to get my attention.

"Oops, sorry , I was day dreaming" I said , still trying to think about what to do.

"Who where you daydreaming about babe?" Alex asked.

"Uhm .. How beautiful you are" I said trying to cover up that I was thinking about destiny.

"Awe babe that's so cute!" Alex said with a big smile.

"we should go to someone's house, who's house?" I said trying to change the subject.

"Let's just go to ours" Luke said.

"Leggo" I said getting up grabbing Alex's hand.

We all walked towards are cars , I couldn't help but notice how sad destiny looked , she looked .. Lonely ..

I walked Alex to her car and kissed her goodbye , hopefully this won't be awkward..

(At the house)

Destiny's p.o.v

We are at the brooks house and I'm so nervous , any girl would dream to be stepping foot into the brooks house and hanging out with the janoskians , I feel so lucky , but at the same time I feel so unlucky .. I wan to be with Luke so so so bad but he loves someone else .. I wonder what's going through all of there minds at the moment . We walked in and I sat on the couch along with everyone else , and of course Luke sits next me with his girlfriend following along to his lap . They started kissing and being lovey dovey and I was getting sick of it so I got up and wen outside .

"Wow , where are you going ?" Alex came running outside .

"I'm going home" I answered .

"But .. Why ? I thought you wanted to hang out with them?" She asked with a confused face and tone .

"I do , but I like Luke and seeing him with someone else is making me upset . They are making out in front of me so I got tired of it and left ." I answered with a serious tone .

"Just please don't leave , everyone likes you and wants to hang out with you" she said trying to convince me to stay .

"Not everyone . Luke hasn't even looked at me since I've been here , jai hasn't talked to me , and beau is to busy with his girlfriend ! The only people that have talked to me are you , James , and Daniel " I said turning around to walk away .