Denial- Ereri

Chapter 7

Trigger warning

Levi's p.o.v

Eren dropped me home after ten. Mikasa was still was still up waiting for me when I went into my room.

"I know we're twins and we shared the same womb- but we don't share the same space anymore." I said blankly.

"Levi. I'm sorry about what I asked you earlier." She apologised.

"Oh? It's okay." I took a seat in my computer chair.

"But the way you reacted makes it true...your gay aren't you?" She asked.

"What?! Of course not- shut up Mikasa-"

"You are aren't you! You can't hide it from me levi."

I stood there and looked at my feet. I can trust Mikasa...I slowly nodded my head.

"And your scared to come out aren't you?" I nodded again. "It's dad isn't it? Your scared of him."

"He hates me, you're clearly the favourite. If I came out to him he would probably disown me more then he already does!" I gasped.

"I'm sure he will come to terms with it." She began. "I'll keep your secret for now, until your ready to come out." She stood up.

"Thank you."

As she got to the door she stood. "Wait! Does that mean Eren is your boyfriend?"

My cheeks went bright red. "That's why your back was hurting wasn't it...it was Eren that-"

"Please stop! Ok..yes, me and Eren are..a thing?" He mumbled.

"Hmm I give it a month." She walked out and closed the door.

I sighed loudly and leaned back in my chair. I swung around and opened my table drawer. I looked in and pulled out part of a razor blade..

I rolled up my sleeve to see my previous cuts that have healed slightly. With my right hand I dragged the blared across my wrist, piecing the flesh. I removed the blade and saw the blood drip out, I continued doing that like ten more tens down my arm. Yeah, I cut...

Nobody can know, I can't tell anyone, even if I trust them, I just can't. They'd think I'm weak...

Just then my phone vibrated. I put down the razor and picked my phone up.

EREN- 'I love you Levi Ackerman.'

I wish that I could love myself to Eren...