Today was complete crap. I'm supposed to love today it freaking Friday for crying out loud!! But no today wasn't, school was boring and lunch I didn't eat. But I'd rather not eat than throw up it gives me the worst soar throats but I can't talk about them or complain I don't want anyone to catch on. Anyways I'm in love with my ex and he's a total fuck boy who's absolutely no good for me but my heart likes to ignore that. So I watch him fuck with every girl. Fun.
At lunch I watched the girl I like (who likes me back!! If only I was out :( ) flirt with every boy. Around. Her. What the fuck. But whatever she can have other crushes like I do, but I'm worried... I'm beginning to like her more than she likes me.. I don't need another Miles situation like Jesus Christ please no. And I came home to making food for my siblings and mom. Because currently my mom is incapable of doing anything due to her shattered knee that she did by falling in the house while wasted. And my dad was at work all day and came home pissed which sucked because my parents just argued for a few hours. Fun fun fun. But my dad just ignored me today instead of talking which is better than yelling, right? I hope tomorrow will be better it is Saturday:)
