Have you ever just couldn't get out of bed, your thoughts taking over and holding your limbs captive? Well I have almost every day of my life. Sometimes I don't even know why I bother to get up anymore. The word happiness is just a strange word to me, a feeling I am incapable of feeling. I want to find my place in this word but I'm starting to think I don't have one. Just a waste of space and oxygen. Even as a child happiness was just something I have heard about but never felt. Don't get me wrong I know being antisocial and not putting effort will never give me that genuine feeling. So today I have decided I'm going to try my absolute best to feel this feeling that so many people claim to feel. I demand to get the chance of happiness, I think I of all people deserve it. The real question is how do I find my way? The only person I really have in this harsh but beautiful world is Katherine and all though she says she's happy I don't think she's my best shot at finding the key to happiness, but I know she will help. But first I need to start from the beginning, explain what has kept me from it.
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Finding Emmalyn
Teen FictionJust a story of a girl named Emmalyn who has been through hell and back and trying to find her way. Includes death, sex, drinking, and other obstacles in her life.
