Darkness

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This is a Solangelo AU, where in they are both 21 years old. Nico has depression. He is in the hospital Will works in because he attemped to suicide. They never met before.
TRIGGER WARNING!!

Nico POV:
Another time failed. Another time in another hospital. Another doctor. Why can't they just let me go? Why can't I just die? I have no purpose anymore.

I laided in a hospital bed for the 2nd time this month. This time I tried to drown myself, but someone saw me and saved me when he shouldnt've. I just wanted to go. I just wanted to end all my pain and misery. The man that saved me is Will Solace, the same Will that is my doctor right now. He has made this stay a living hell. He is constantly worrying about me and helping me with everything. I don't want him to. They say I need help. They say I should stop trying to die, but I can't help it. I live in this hell from which the only way out is dying.

Release, let it feel like, feel like falling.

Will Solace POV:
I was walking on the beach, when I saw a person laying under water with eyes closed. I immediately ran in the water and saved the man. I performed CPR (spelling?) amd brought him to the hospital where I work as a doctor. When I did a research on him I founs out his name was Nico Di Angelo, that he is 21 years old and has depression. I saw the cuts on his wrists. I wondered why though. He was very handsome and looked like he was Hades from the Greek Mythology. I need to help him. I need to be the light in his darkness. I can't let him join the black parade too, just like my other best friend that died of suicide.

The one that gets the references from the songs have my eternal annoyance about it. This is a one-shot about depression where in Nico attemped suicide multiple times, but failed. I did this because I am going through a hard time myself right now. My friend has sort of depression and so do I. I do not try to commit suicide or do self-harm, simply because I am too much of a coward to do it. I do not approve of this, because I know this is not the solution for your problem. If you have any of this problem, try talking to your friends or family, or even to me. I'd love to help. Please comment if you want more of this, or if you have another idea. Just comment if you want to say something. Please. I would love it if you would comment.

Bye! Eva

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