Falling in love with Ashton

Chapter 11

Sams POV

It's now August and summers almost over. We have to leave for school August 18th. This means that there is only about two and a half weeks left before I leave everybody I care about other than ashton. The 5SOS fan base has grown across the pond. A lot of Americans have heard their music and I'm nervous. If 5SOS does become a success, and I know it will because they are so great. That means that Ashton may actually start small gigs around Europe and maybe one day being an opening act for a big band.

When Ashton and I go around town, not many, but some girls do come up and ask for pictures and signatures. It feels weird and unnatural. Ashton knows how I feel, and he worries too much about me. I do support him in his music career,but I worry about losing him sometimes. I just don't want to go through that again..

If they are a success Ashton told me he'll finish college for that year and go do what their management tells them. He has talked about me coming with, but I don't know, I have to finish school. And I really do hope he ends up being the one I marry. I just love him so much.

My phone vibrates..

From Ash<3:

Hey, do you wanna go to nandos with the group.

To Ash<3:

Sure.

From Ash<3:

K be to ur house in 5

I pick out my little mermaid tank top and high waisted studded shorts,with my pink wedges. I put my hair up in a messy bun. I also put on light concealer,bb cream, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara.

I go outside to wait for him.

"Hey beautiful," Ashton says, me not noticing him.

"Oh, hi" I say getting up and hugging him.

We get in the car.

"Anything a matter?" He says worried "you seem down."

"Just thinking about the future." I say

"I told you not to worry about that." He says holding my hand.

"I know but I can't stop thinking about the fact that we won't be together forever." I say frowning

"Even if we aren't together physically, you know we'll still be together mentally." He says kissing me on the cheek.

"I hope so..." I whisper.

We arrive at nandos and everybody just looks so happy. I'm gonna miss this so much.

"Hey!" Kayla says grabbing Ashton and I and dragging us to the table and sitting us down

We chat and eat the whole night with laughter in between.

"I'm gonna miss you all so much." I say tearing up. "Sorry."I say smiling

"Hey we'll be here when you need us." Michael says smiling

"Don't make me cry." Calum says while faking tears

"Shutup!" I say giggling.

"We'll miss you too." Natalia says.

They walk me out to my car and give me hugs.

Ashton drives me home and gives me a kiss before I go inside.

I drift off to sleep happy for once.