Dreams

Chapter 5

"We all were..." I stared at him, unable to process the meaning of his words. "W-What do you mean..?" I finally managed to stutter out, my lip quivering again. "I mean that we were all in love with you.. You were the only girl who would ever hang out with us.. Apart from our moms..." He looked down. "We just... Developed large crushes on you.. A-And you were so kind, your touches so gentle..." He then proceeded on and on, only making the forming tears burn, but  I tried staying nonchalant. "But when you moved away... Our worlds crumbled.. It's... It's like summer without the sun... We were the summer and you were the sun... You had the warmest personality of any of us!" He said with a soft chuckle.

    This made me feel worse. "I.... I feel horrible..." My lip quivered again as I buried my face in my hands. He rubbed my back "don't worry..."

   Suddenly pebbles tapped my window. Tap. Tap. Tap. Ichigo crawled over to see who was there. Apparently Johji was trying to get my attention but didn't want to use a key..

"it's Johji..." he said to me. I looked out the window, slowly sliding it open. "Hai?" "can you come out...?" "I....I don't want to..." I looked away. Jo sighed, "Seriously...?" "hai...." I replied. In all honesty I just wanted to stay with Ichigo for as long as I could in this room. Who knows how long that would be though.

Maybe we could somehow manage to... Oh I dunno... Stay here for the rest of our life? Although that was my dream at the moment, Ichy would never allow it because he planned that after we got married that... Maybe we could start.. Y'know.. A-A family...

We both wanted a family so there was no arguing over that..

within a few minutes, Me and Ichy were out of the room and down with everybody else explaining what happened. I swear, I heard each of them sigh at least once...