He told me from the
start I'll break your heart
and sad how it sounds
I stayed around
I knew he could break me
In two but I surely didn't
acknowledge that it would
hurt this bad
my lips crackled
watching the water sit there
so still.
fighting the courage to tell myself
what to honestly do
I wanted to
quench my thirst but I just
stayed there
still and silently hoping
to slowly die
on the cold marble floor.
not because of this man
but simply because life
is endlessly filled with situations
I couldn't even overpower within
why couldn't I have him?
and how come he doesn't
want me?
my heart found every
excuse to stay..
to never clock the
time and see how long
I can stay away
I failed to fight the desire
within the hour I was under
his power
once again bathing in
never ending regrets
letting my overthinking
process scribble his
name..penetrating down
into my brain like a coloring
book dealing with all these
different shades of black.
He told me from the start
I'll break you down
destroy your world
and crumble it away
now look your shook
shaking uncontrollably while
your head fills with nightmares
and wishing to slowly decay.
He told me from the start
I'll break your heart and
how sad has it sounds
I'll still stay stuck like
cement that would
never go away
