It's not the choice between if you know how to play their games it's if you are willing to throw away everything to play them. You let people control every move you make. When can you learn to grow up and control your game. Its like a playing field, people who will make it and people who will not. The people who will not are all focused on people who told them they couldn't. The people who do make it though, they focused on their prize and always shot for the best when people expected the worst. Thats where I come in. I want to be a big shot. Not a doctor like my family expects me to be but a writer, living in New York, making a life for myself day by day. Step number one is to get through high school and move to New York. The biggest step of them all, be the first one on the playing field prepared to play.
Growing up in a family of all doctors they put you to grow up and become on of the most hard working doctors out there. Now of course for a while that was my dream, grow up become a surgeon and making tons of money. Knowing in my heart my true passion, writing, I wanted to pursue it right away. Make my mark and write the best novel in the whole wide world and become a millionaire like J. K. Rowling. But it isn't that easy. You can be good and then you can be really good. Its how you build yourself up to be. Do you want to write novels or postcards or poems? What happen if it all fails and it goes down the drain? Thats why you set yourself up to be the best you can be. No what if's only I'm going to be a big time writer in New York and no one can stop me. It all starts in high school. Acheiving the grades to be able to qualify for college classes during summer and get a head start on your carrer. Constantly writing everyday and making yourself open to every oppurtunity your handed. But then again your still a normal kid trying to lead a normal life, while having to deal with boys, drama, and family problems.
We all have dreams and we all want them to come true but theres sometimes road blocks that slow us down or stop us for a little while. As much as we try to get around losing friends, boyfriends, and the endless surroundings of family problems things never seem to work out to our best advantages sometimes. My life is pretty complicated. I focus on the good things in life but soemetimes its harder than it sounds. My dreams of growing up and moving to New York and becoming a big time writer are still years away from me and trying to get through high school and make it through future loves and incoming drama might be a little bit harder than it sounds.
You know how sometimes youll ask your parents, if you could of been anything which path would you have followed? Well I think its complete bullshit. The perception of not being able to be what you want is bullshit. You follow what you want because you want to lead a life of intresting and new adventures not the endless boring doctor days sitting in an office treating patients when what you really want to be doing is riding a wave or cooking a 5 star hotel meal. Money seems like everything. Whether going out to an expensive dinner or going to mcdonalds doing what you want to do and makes you happy is what truly matters.
