Diary Of A Foster

Trust Issues

Chapter 5

*Sydney POV*

I failed the test that me and Jake we were suppose to study on Friday night. I got a 69. Dammit. I walked pass a classroom when I saw Jake sitting down by himself when he looked up at me. I looked down and walked off to the girls restroom. One girl walked out so it was only me. I fixed myself in the mirror when I saw the door open. It was Jake he locked the door and kissed me then pulled away.

Jake: I can't live without I'm losing it Sydney! I need you! I've changed I promise I did! I'm taking the pills more like before! You have to trust me! *He yelled. I thought for minute, Jake would lie to me so why not.*

Sydney: I'm giving you a second chance but don't forget to take the pills.

Jake: I won't. I promise. Now uh..... Could we kiss. *I laughed and nodded. I leaned in and kissed him. We were making out for like and hour but sooner or later we had to go. Maybe I wanna take it to the next level.....*

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*Wednesday Night*

India,Crystal,and Enrique were going to a buffet for tonight and it was just me and Jake. We were in my room watching TV when Jake shut it off. I looked him.

Sydney: What's up?

Jake: Why are you so warm? Are you getting turned on? *I looked at him puzzled that he could tell. I was getting wet because his hands was on my thigh. Shook my head and lied.*

Sydney: I'm not getting turned on.

Jake: Mhmmm.... Okay. We could have sex if you want....... *He suggested. I kind of wanted that, just to try it and I know if we both do it Jake would have a condom for sure.*

Sydney: Sure. Lets do it. Do you have a condom?

Jake: yeah from school. *He took it out his book bag. It was Trojan man.*

Sydney: Do you know what to do?

Jake: Yeah I watch porn. *He joked. I laughed then I was serious.*

Sydney: I'm serious.

Jake: Yes I know what to do, just let me be in control. *Then that's when he slowing kissed me forcefully but in a nice way Jake slid his hand up my shirt tugging my bra. He took as threw on the other side of the bed. Jake unhook my bra and he pulled it off, kissing my collar bone down to my breast. I ran my fingers through his nice brown hair as he began sucking on my breast.*

Sydney: Mhmmm Jake... *I said moaning. Jake came up and pecked my lips. I pulled his shirt over his head so he showed his 6 pack. Took off my pants and pushed them off the bed. Then kissed down to the top of my panties. I bit my lip as I watched him slide my panties off slowly. He spread my legs wider, putting them over his shoulders. He started licking on my clit, making me wet. I let out a low moan. He pushed his tongue in deeper, then I felt his finger enter my vagina. I moaned, this time a little louder. I was reaching my peak. My back arched as I came. I could feel his eyes on me as I made sex face.

Jake: You taste real good. * He said, still licking and sucking in and on my vagina. I couldn't take it no more so I pushed his head away, closing my legs. He pushed them back open, laying on top of me. He pulled my face to his, then kissed me. I tasted myself on his lips, so I grabbed his face, deepening the kiss. Jake off his pants and boxer, he turned me around so my ass was face him. Knew what was going to happen next.*

Sydney: Don't hurt me.

Jake: I won't, you'll love it after. *I hope he is right. I let my body relax. It was hurting as he was forcing myself into me, then it happened. I screamed so damn loud, then punched him in his back.*

Jake: Sorry.

Sydney: That hurt.

Jake: I'll go slower. *He suggested. He went slow, it felt good I wanted him to go faster.*

Sydney: Go faster!!! *Jake went faster and faster. The feeling was kind of intense, but it felt good as fuck at the same time. He started thrusting in and out faster. I gripped on the covers so I wouldn't lose it. He was done and we fell out on the bed. It was amazing.*

Jake: You liked?

Sydney: Loved it, now let's get dress so they won't think something is up. *We got dress and turn on back the TV. Everyone came back an hour later*

Crystal: How was everything? *She asked. Me and Jake looked at each other and smiled then looked at them.*

S&J: Good.....

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