"He doesn't care."
"You're annoying him."
"You talk too much."
"He likes girls with longer hair."
"You're too tall."
"You're mean."
"He doesn't want to talk to you."
I sighed, I wanted to talk to him, but I don't want to annoy him like I annoyed my friends, now look at how much friends I have left.. none.
My best friend messaged me, he was a boy, and i know he liked me, it was obvious but I don't like him like that, I tell him my problems about my boyfriend,
And he actually helps, it's funny how he isn't bored of me yet.
I shut my eyes, as I put my head phones in my ears to ignore the yelling.
I wasn't surprised my parents drank today, I was surprised about how they keep drinking every week.
My breathing was all over the place, I was over-thinking, I felt like a mess, and I was alone.
I've had so many friends before the New Years.
What I seen was stupid, but I didn't care, I grabbed the bottle, and opened my window.
Slowly crawling out, I shut it again, and started walking to my cousins as I drank.
Life is shit anyway.
