Can I be cured from this disease?
And do as I may please?
What will happen to me?
Will I be happy as can be?
What will my future be like?
Working hard with all my might?
Or will I stay in a hospital bed?
My body as light as my head?
Will I ever find someone?
Someone not using me for fun?
Will they accept who I am?
Instead of not giving a damn?
Should I go down on my knees?
And beg God to wipe my slate clean?
Or maybe take my pride and keep it?
Without even throwing a fit?
Could this all be a dream?
Something that's unfortunately seen?
Maybe I'm dying right now
And I don't really know how.
I really don't know
If I can be cured from this disease.