Broken but then Healed (Harry styles)

Chapter 13

There is really nothing to do till tonight. I mean I could try talking to Harry but lately he's bin having anger issues and if he gets mad.. Well he could and would hit me.. Or maybe he won't... O FUCK IT!

I run up to Harry's room and knock

"Uh.. Harry can we talk"

"No I'm busy"

"Harry please I really need to talk to you"

Harry moaned then growled a little..

"Harry what the fuck was that!?"

I tried opening the door but it was locked. A tear fell from my eye and rolled down my cheek. I stand in front of the door sobbing with my hand still on the door nob.

I started to run where ever I could and ended up in a room. I didn't know who's room it was till I turned around

"Justyce?? Are you ok"

Zayn asked looking really worried

"No"

I could Barely spit that out because of all my crying

Zayn stood up from his bed and gave me a hug

"Tell me everything"

He walked me over to his bed and laid me down on his lap

"Harry... H-he.. I don't know!"

"What happened then"

"I wanted to talk to Harry but he said he was busy then I heard him moan and I just lost it!"

I didn't hear anything from zayn. It took two seconds and he was marching out of the room. I followed him he grabbed a key, unlocked Harry's room and Bolted in.

Soon after Harry moaned once more and Zayn gasped.

He walked out of the room pale with a fist to his mouth.

"What!?"

"Uh. Just don't go in there"

"Zayn why!"

I tried to go in to room but zayn wouldn't let me he kept pushing me back. I screamed like crazy while zayn told me to shut up and calm down soon after Louis came and looked threw the door.. He ran pale as well..

"Louis what is he doing!"

I was running Inpatient I had to see what Harry was doing

I stood there confused as Louis grabbed my arm and dragged me to the room we had sex in.. To sum things up Louis room.

"Uh Harry.. He's.. God"

Louis couldn't finish his seances he just looked at the floor and started to cry

"Louis please tell me or I'm going to go crazy!"

Louis looked me in the eye and then walk away into his bathroom. I shot up and ran as fast as I could to Harry's room..

What my eye had laid on. It was horrible.. I couldn't handle what I saw.. Harry was cutting. He was cutting deep.. There was blood every where and Harry was laying on the floor breathing really fast.. My mouth made an O shape and my eye were full of tears.. My heart broke.. I saw Louis running Towards me and I Darted down stair out the front door.

I ran to a huge rock and sat there looking out at the Ocean.. A beautiful full moon.. Louis must have lost me or something because its bin 5 minuets and I haven't seen any one.. But you know im really far from the house..

Why not have some fun. Just get my mind off of.. Harry

I jump off the rock and strip off my cloths and throw them aside into one pill.. I slowly walk into the warm water and once more look at the moon and the way it reflects off the water....

I swear it's bin over 30 minuets and nothing but me and the Ocean.. I get bored and the only thing to calm me is music but I don't have my phone so..

" white lips, pale face ,breathing in snow flakes, burnt Lungs, source taste,lights gone, days end, Struggling to pay rent,long nights, Strange men,

And they say she's in the class

A team stuck in her day dream been this why since 18 but lately her face seems slowly Sinking ,wasting, Crumbling like pastries"

*louis pov*

"Guys I've bin looking every where I can't find Justyce"

It's bin like 20 minuets and I still can't find Justyce.. She doesn't have her phone. The good new is Harry is fine and he's worrying out of his mind!

"Lad why did you do that"

Niall asked Harry

"Niall I'm having problems ok!"

"Sorry"

I look at Harry then at Niall

"Harry you go down to the Ocean, Niall you go to town, zayn and I will keep looking around the house"

We all nodded then went our ways..

*justyce's pov*

"It's to cold out side for angels to fly, an angel will die. Covered in white"

I couldn't sing any longer I just kinda broke down and started to cry.. In the water

It's been god know how long and no one has even looked for me I bet.. No one cares what I'm doing I know they should pay Attention to Harry but.. Why would they care.. They think ill come home.. No not today

I plugged my nose and jumped under water.. I was going to stay under till I die.. I'm going to die naked.. That's fun..

I hear splashing then some one try and pull me up but I wasn't going to come up.. I was staying under water till I see the LIGHT!

But this person was WAY to strong do I popped up and cleared my Vision..

"Harry?"

"What are you doing!"

Harry said holding me in his arms

"I-I though you were dead and you didn't even care."

"Justyce of course I care. I did something really stupid and.. I just couldn't live with myself after"

"What did you do"

"I. Uh. I had sex with other girl"

"That's ok"

"What!?"

"Uh. I did worse"

"What did you do"

"Now Harry I was drunk and so was Louis.. But we had sex"

Harry eyes were wide and he was looking down like at me like he was going to kill me

"People make mistakes"

He told me those last words then kissed me. Harry pulled me out if the water and I got dressed and all that fun stuff then we walked back to the house

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A/N: ill write more tomarrow it's like 12:30 and I'm SOO tired.. :/ night lovers

-jay boo