Strange Dream

The story starts when I was at a church, I am wearing a beautiful white wedding gown but I don't know why am I wearing one. I just sat beside the church wall trying to figure out what's happening, there's also a lot of people around which I also don't know who they are but seems like there's a wedding ceremony going on because another girl arrived also wearing a wedding gown and then the ceremony started. I walked outside the church, roaming around, thinking and thinking what's going on. Then my cousin came together with a guy which I also don't know, he was wearing a white shirt, black plants and white coat in his hands but he just passed by in front of me. My cousin greets me and I asked him, "Do you know why am I here?" Then he answered, "Maybe your'e going to get married?!" With his sound like he was not so sure about it and seems he's teasing me. And then he left me standing there without leaving a word. I tried calling him, but he just run so fast, I want to chase him but I can't, I'm wearing a high heels, so I just stayed where I was, sat on bench at the church's park and then some of my aunt's and uncles from my mother side arrived and came in to my direction so I stand up and greets them, then one of my aunt's greeted me 'Congratulations' and give me a peck on my cheeks, so I started asking "Why tita? What's going on? I really don't have any idea? Can you please tell me?" Then she just smiled and give an eye to a man beside her. For the heaven's sake! Can someone explain to me what the hell is goilng on? And thay guy, approach me while smiling and hold my hands and said "Your'e getting married with my son!" And I went on, "Wait... Whattt?? What do you mean I'm getting married? Without my knowledge?" Then he just replied with his smile, "hija, you promised and you agreed in marrying my son," I started thinking if there's really a scene or part in my life that's in relation with this, but I can't recall any. The man hold my both hands a little tighter And told me "I'm sorry dear. You may not remember all of those things that happened in your life but one thing is for sure, my son loves you so much, I know that only your brain can't remember him, but in your heart, (he points on my right chest) I know that she knows everything, on how much you love each other," I said, "Why would I not remember some important things in my life? Why I can't recall it? Do I have an amnesia?? Something like that?" Sounds really unsure about those things. "Sort of, because of the ba...by..." He cuts off what he wad saying so I was started thinking... "Am I pregnant?" But seems like he doesn't want to tell me that story and change the subject. I just put in my mind that I was pregnant, I touch my tummy and smiled because I'm going to have a baby!!!

Then the man holds my hands again, and seems like he's going to tell my fortune, "You know what hija? I know how to read someone's palm lines!", I was still looking in my tummy and imagining of having a baby but I came back to my senses and replied to him, " Really? Can you tell me what's written in my palm?", "You know what, it says that you'll be married with a handsome guy, who loves you so much but you guys will get better after six months", " Is he really that handsome?" I asked him with a teasing voice and just responded with a gesture while smiling. "But you said after six months, what do you mean by that?, If I am pregnant, is the sixth month is one of those difficult months for me?", I was waiting for his answers, but seems like he doesn't want to respond to me and can't think of anything to say. He released my hands and left me there to talk to someone. Lots of my relatives and some people that I don't know already arrived they were wearing gowns and barong, and greeted me 'Congratulations' so I just thanked them because I'm still solving this puzzle of my life. The first wedding on the church already ended and seems like it's gonna be our turn. I'm still hesitating if I'll just go with the flow and just believe that I am getting married and just try to know the truth when everythings done for today.

The wedding march already started, an organizer for the ceremony approaches me and placed me where I am supposed to, then they started walking slowly... It was my turn now, I walked through the aisle, and wondering what will my husband look like, I'm hoping that he's one of my type haha,... I am near the altar now and I can see my cousin beside with the guy I saw before, that guy with a white coat but I really can't see his face and seems like it was very blurry. I still go on and he grab my hands ad placed it on his arms, we faced the priest and exchanged our vows but the funny part here is I don't know my lines so what they did is 'repeat after me' method. While on that moment, I am remembering something not good, there's a blood, this guy I am facing right now is mad and we are at a house where things are all crashed... My head is aching too much, that scene in my life is appearing, this guy in front of me and I are having a fight for whatever reason, The blood between my legs, I can't think of any, my head seems like its going to explode then everything went black, I still saw everyone running and trying to wake me up, the guy that I'm supposed to be marrying carried me and he was going to bring me to the hospital.

And next thing happened is I came back to my reality, It's so cold, 4am in the morning and under my blanket, I grab my phone and write this story about this strange dream of mine. I don't know if this means something in my life, I'm still solving the puzzle of this story because it was quite interesting for me. I want to get married on a church, I want to have my own child. And I hope someday I'll make this dreams come true. I'm still young at the the age of 20, I still have more things to settle but I know, someday... Things will get better.

Thank you so much for reading my story, even if this is just a dream.

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