Self harm/depression/suicide quotes

Until this war is won

I hate my anxiety
and I hate my tendencies
but there isn't much I can do
about my body chemistry.

I say I want to change
but then I just go back
and I make those same mistakes
that ends me in that sea of black.

I don't live for this life
I'd prefer a happier one
but that won't happen.

Not until this war inside me is won.