Suicide

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I'm told to stay strong,
Keep fighting;but they
Don't understand..I'm
Already lost.

Suicide dosen't
Kill people
Sadness kills
Them

If this is
How my life
Is going to be,
I don't want
It anymore

How did I go from that
5 year old, always
Happy&laughing
To........this?

"Its gets better"
When
"It'll be okay"
..no it won't
"Im here for you"
Bullshit
"Its okay"
No its not.

I tried to kill myself
..........not only once

Delete my existence
Delete my existence
Delete my existence
Delete my existence

Suicide
It's the only one mistake you
Won't live to regret

Don't fuck
With my feelings
Just because
You are unsure
Of your own

Everyone around me became
My enemy. Friends, fanily
Animals, stangers............

I'm sorry mommy. I'm sorry
I'm such a disappointment.
I'm sorry I'm useless. I'm
Sorry that I'm antisocial.
Most of all..........
I'm sorry I was born.

You go home
You look in the mirror
You cry
You think you are ugly
You think you are fat
You want to die
The worsr thing is
The next day
It happens over again
Until the day you give up.

Sometimes
It's better
To be alone
Nobody can
Hurt you

I often question why I exist.

I just want
To feel
Important to
Someone.

Don't you wish you could
Go back to when
Everything was simple?

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 11, 2016 ⏰

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