why would he chose me?

questioning?

then the boys came back "hey mum"Jakob said giving his mum a hug "hello Jakob, what are you boys up to?"she asked "nothing much"Chris said we were all talking then my texted me

mum x- hey sweetie we won't be home tonight I hope you have fun tonight try and stay at one of your friends
I stared down at my phone thinking about who I could stay with most of them were unavailable then the boys came over "something wrong"Jakob asked "my family won't be home tonight so they won't me to stay at my friends house but they aren't available so"I said the boys all looked at each other and nodded "we are staying at Chris's tonight, you can stay there if you want?" Ethan asked with his cute smile "well I would love to but I don't want to intrude on anything"I said "don't worry we weren't planning on doing anything, you wanna borrow won of the guys shirts to sleep in"Chris said "okay I'll text my mum back"I said "oh and tomorrow we were planning on going to the beach and seeing our friend Lara"Jakob said "okay cool but I don't have swimmers"I said "we will get her to bring you some"Ethan said then I texted my mum back

me- hey mum I'm having so much fun all the girls ditched me but guess who I'm hanging with in stereo my they are so nice and Chris's parents said I could stay at there house tonight they are very nice lots of love Elle x
mum- aw I'm glad your having a nice time if your staying at his place then we might stay a bit longer here if that's okay x
me- sure mum have fun x

"my mum said I could stay but could I stay for a couple of days my parents are staying at my grandparents for longer"I asked "sure my parents said its fine"Chris said "YAS"I heard Ethan yell to Jakob behind us I turned around Ethan was looking at me then was blushing at me then staring at the ground "why are you so happy"Chris said nugging Ethan and smiling "don't worry"Ethan said looking at Jakob with a look like *dont you dare tell them Jakob*. if someone was to ask my who was my favourite it would have to be Ethan I'm I love Chris and Jakob but there's just something about Ethan when I saw him in tvk I was blown away he's so cute and he's really sweet I just really love him but I know he would never like me I mean I'm just a fan he would never like a fan would he?