Appa and I packed and rushed Home, on the plane I texted her phone hoping this was all some huge mistake!!!!!!
To: Hotaru
From: Hitomi
Why are you not picking my calls!? Please text me back and say this is all a bad joke! You would never leave me right?!
To:Hotaru
From: Hitomi
HOTARU!!!! PLEASE DON’T DO THIS TO ME!!! CALL ME ASAP
Finally we landed and headed home, when we were close I saw the whole family’s cars outside. Omma came out in a long black dress, her face was so life less and I saw flowers everywhere! NOOOO!!!
I ran past everyone up to our room, “HOTARU!!!! HOTARU!!! STOP THIS STUPID JOKE!!!” I yelled looking every where. I stopped once I saw the letter…….
I opened and read it…..I fell to my knees…..she left me…..she ….left me alone!!!!!
I didn’t know Omma and Appa were watching me, “YOU PROMISED!!! WHY??? YOU BROKE OUR PROMISE!!!! I KEPT IT!!” I cried and started throwing anything I could get my hands on. Appa came in and pulled me into his arms, “Shhhh its ok your sister fought hard to stay but it was too much for her and she can rest now” He told me. I pulled away and started to hit his chest “If that’s so then why didn’t she tell me!!!! I could have helped!!! Im not useless” I cried. Omma couldn’t bare it any more she ran over and hugged me tight, “Princess let it all out, beat me if you need to until you cant any more.” she cried.
I was so hurt, everyone kept it from me like I was not a part of the family!!! Why was god so unfair!? Why not me the oldest!!! Hotaru I need you, you are my other half…..
Omma and Appa left me in our room, while they went down to mourn with the family. I sat there at our desk just taking in everything, I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I opened it and I had a new text:
From: Oppa <3
Hey where are you?! Ive been calling and calling but it goes to voice mail?
I forgot to tell him I was going to Korea, I wonder where he was right when I needed him the most. I had no idea of how to move forward from this…….
Siwon Pov:
I was done with practice today I ran over to my bag and pulled out my phone. I quickly dialed Hotaru…nothing that’s strange…
Sungmin walked over “Hey what’s with that worried face?” he asked sitting down next to me checking his phone as well.
I felt scared she always picked up my calls, “Hotaru isn’t picking up” I sighed.
“Maybe she is resting but just in case let me call her house” I dialed quick.
Her mother picked up, she was crying so hard
