Complicated

Chapter 1

My eyes fill with tears as the hits continue. "Don't disrespect me ever again!" Jason screams pulling me to him.

I stare at his piercing blue eyes and immediately shake my head in agreement. Tears escape my eyes and I silently curse. I told myself I wouldn't cry. It usually works.

Jason's expression softens. Our lips meet, his tongue shoved down my throat. "I'm so sorry Blackie." My eyes widen in surprise. Jason never apologizes so why would he now? I was getting a bad feeling.

Suddenly, I find myself hitting the cold concrete and gasp. Pain is all I can feel. "Bye." With the last word said Jason leaves me in the now darkened park. Hey at least I won't see that blond haired, blue eyed, air headed jerk again.

I crawl into the grass, careful not to cause any sudden movement. I'm already in scorching pain. Grateful I found a spot away from the light, I collapse and think about what lead to this.

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After purchasing our vanilla flavored ice creams, Jason and I sit down on a near-by bench. Jason started to talk not leaving me any time to respond so I just nod.

I was wearing jeggings, heels that made me 5'2 and a crop shirt that says 'I Love my Haters!' displaying my green pot leaf belly ring. Jason was wearing a simple t-shirt showing the outline of his tones muscles and faded blue jeans. Obviously looking hot.

After all the hell he puts me through I still love him. We've been dating for three years. Freshman year is when we met and over Christmas vacation I had to move in with him.

For reasons that still make me feel dirty and guilty, but that's another sad story. All I can say is that my parents passed away and unfortunately they both grew up as an only child. Jason's parents are now my guardians.

The bull I was talking about is him being an abusive jerk and more ways than one. Last month some guy stared at me because he thought I was his sister for a few minutes. Once we were home Jason slapped me in the face! He overreacted a little too much. (Hint the sarcasm)

I absolutely know what you guys are thinking. Either tell someone about Jason or break up with him. Here's the problem: If I tell anyone I'll be put out into an orphanage or he'll try and kill me,he's that insane. If I break up with him then I'll get beat up or worse. So I don't have much of an option except to be the perfect girlfriend.  

"Raven are you even listening?" The angry voice brings me to the present.

I gulp realizing I'm officially in deep shit. The park by now is completely empty, and it's close to dusk. Jason rips me off the bench pulling me near a light. Oh no. What's he going to do this time?

Shivering in fear I see the anger on my boyfriend's face. I guess I wasn't being a good girlfriend. "You know I'm not going to wait here all night for your stupid ass to hit me. Usually you go into it but I guess your being-"

A punch in the ribs interrupts me. I double over in pain leaning into him, unable to do anything. Oh god, why did I have to do that? Well lets see to tell him how I feel about something for once? Ha stupid idea.

"You need a lesson so you learn to listen when I talk!" Jason yells slaming me into the pole. I squeak in pain. He slaps my cheek to shut up my whimpering.

He starts kissing and groping me. With Jason you have two types of abuse: sexual and non-sexual. Here comes the sexual part. I try to stop him from unzipping my jeggings but my little attempts failed. I could barley breathe without me gasping.

Being done with that he unzips his own jeans and presses against me. I need to change something this time. With all my might I push him and scream as the uncomfortable pain consumes me, collapsing onto the concrete willing myself not to cry.

All Jason does is stagger back less than two inches away from me. He stares at me in bewilderment. That quickly changes to being raging mad. Jason pulls me from off the ground, continues to hit me and starts screaming meaningless words.

***

Now I'm laying flat on my back with a half shirt on, possibly broken ribs, being freezing and in pain. Oh I almost forgot, alone. I sigh wishing at least felt numb.

Seconds, minutes or hours later I awake to shouting.

"Jeffery I need help, I found a girl here with bruises!"

I look into my eyes ...  Well someone who has the same intense green eyes as me. He looks my age with short jet black hair, deathly pale skin. He looks just like me, except I'm a girl.

Seeing me awake the stranger asks, "What happened? Are you alright? What's your name?" I couldn't shake off the feeling that he's probably someone important to me. I suddenly have the urge to hug him.

I shake my head and give him six simple words. "My boyfriend, no, and Raven Johnson."

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Heyy !!! :DD

Thanks for reading this I just came up with it last night and am already starting the next chapter. I know I need to write more I believe this is only two pages. >_< lol. Comment, vote, advice ?? Do I need any improvements in this any suggestions ??

Read and love !!

Btw the pic is of Raven and the song is Darling by Eyes Set to Kill. I thought it would be appropriate !! :DD

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btw i need 2 fix the ending its all messed up but i will in a couple days