Make me beautiful.

Forever and Always.

"YOU SAID NO?!?!?" Baekhyun asked, or more liked screeched and Kyungsoo cowered, hating when people rose their voice in such manner it would cause the tiny hairs on the back of his neck to stand. He was speechless from his own words.

"What would you say if I asked you to marry me?" The sentence replayed itself in his mind so often it was like a broken record.

He really didn't mean the silence that followed suit after that, and he certainty didn't mean to run out on Jongin, leaving him no where to go except a friend's house and the first person that came to mind was Baekhyun. He wasn't sure why, he should have known his friend would have reacted in such way, he should have definitely prepared himself for the beating that was to come because when Baekhyun was mad, he was livid.

"I honestly can't beleive you." Baekhyun started, disappointment oozing from his voice, only making Kyungsoo tear up once more. The drive here wasn't a dry one, he was sure his shirt was even tear stained. "Do you even know what you've done, has it even registered in that little brain of yours?" He asked, truely sounding mad and Kyungsoo was begining to regret his decision in coming here.

"Babe, calm down." Chanyeol tried, pulling his boyfriend back out of Kyungsoo's face slightly so the small male could breath.

"Calm down?!" He asked ballistically, his voice raising several notches and Kyungsoo just wishes he could vanish.

"You don't understa-" Kyungsoo was about to say before he was cut off by a slap in the face, almost like this morning only this one was filled with hate. So much hate Kyungsoo could feel it, only maybe it was just his paranoia.

"You're trying to tell me I don't understand?" Baekhyun scoffed, "Really? I don't know how many times I have to say this, and I love you Kyungsoo, I really do, but you have no idea how stupid you are."

The words hurt Kyungsoo as if they were filled with venom and he truely wanted to be gone, even dead if he could because at least then he wouldn't have to deal with the guilt. Selfish, he knows, he almost regrets thinking that. But the regret that's to come knowing how badly he probably hurt Jongin is far worse.

He wishes it was only a half hour earlier, back when he and the love of his life were all cuddled together in bed, and when Jongin popped the question because maybe he would have a different answer but it was just so sudden.

He looked at Baekhyun with his sad eyes and the diva began feeling pity because he knew he had anger issues and shouldn't have said all he did, but it was too late by the time he realized.

"I'm sor-"

"No, you're right." Kyungsoo cut him off, shrugging shoulders in defeat, "You're right, I'm stupid, I don't even deserve Jongin so maybe this is where we draw the line."

Oh no.

Baekhyun shook his head, hating the words spilling out of Kyungsoo's mouth, hating the fact his eyes were now filled with salty tears. Fuck. He thought, knowing they've crossed some sort of line. Knowing what's to come next won't be good.

"I mean, we had a good run, didn't we? Three years isn't that bad, maybe now he can settle down with the right person and start a family. He deserves kids, he'd make a wonderful father." Kyungsoo said, smiling sadly because he had pictured so many times of he and Jongin starting a family.

Baekhyun stepped forward wanting to close his friends mouth and stop the nonsense, "Have you taken your pill Kyungsoo?" Baekhyun asked softly, the complete opposite of how he was speaking only minutes ago.

Kyungsoo stood and pondered on the thought for a while. He's been so distracted with the whole plan crash situation and Jongin being home that no, he hasn't taken his pill. He shook and head and Baekhyun visibly tensed up.