Dan got up and grabbed a piece of paper. He grabbed a pencil and an envelope. He sat down at the breakfast bar and sighed. He started to write:
Dear Phil,
I know you may never see this, and I'm okay with that. I've been holding up well. It's so quiet without you. There's no horrible puns and stickers stuck in random places.
I don't know if I can make it any longer without you.
I've made a new friend in the Internet. She doesn't know who I am though.
She's part of the phandom and she's really supportive.
She says soon she'll be in London with her other friend, Blue.
She said that you and Blue would be perfect for each other but she still ships phan more.
Her names Krista. She's really pretty.
But I only have eyes for you Phil.
You could never be replaced.
I love you.
I miss you.
I've started to slip back into depression.
It's hard.
I almost died last night.
I almost took my life.
I seem so happy, but only 4 am knows my secrets.
I know I'm here, but it feels like the nearest soul is a million miles away.
I love you.
I don't know when I will see you again.
If I will ever see you again.
But I promise, I'll stay alive.
I'll stay alive for you.
|-/
Love,
Dan
Dan grabbed put the letter in the envelope and put it off to the side.
The past days had been so stressful. It was paining him to not be able to see his Phil. He should be used to it though,
seeing that Phil had been gone for 2 years.
This is a great fucking life I'm living.
Best. Life. Ever.
- I'm A Goner. Somebody Catch My Breath. I've Got Two Faces. Blurrys The One I'm Not. I Need Your Help To Take Him Out. The Ghost Of You, Is Close To Me - Goner ~ Twenty Øne Piløts
Short chapter, I know. Sorry. I included my friend and I in here. Idk why though. Bye!
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Dear Phil
FanfictionIt's Been Two Months Since Phil Vanished. Dan Hasn't Been Out Of His Room Except To Get Food And Water. He Hasn't Made A YouTube Video For Two Months Either. He's Starting To Slowly Go Insane Without Phil. He Starts To Worry If Phil Will Ever Come...
