A lions tear

Why me ?(preveiw)

This is a preview of the next chapter i havent had to much time on my hands to write
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I watched as the small kitten walked to me i held out my hands smiling warmly the kitten jumped into his arms curling up "such a cutie! I think i'll call you Olive!" I hugged the gray and black kitten a rumbling coming from it suddenly the kitten coughed up smoke and smoke filled the small space "No olive! You cant leave me too!"

I hugged the limp body of the kitten whined my vision blurred with tears my only friend for months gone I sniffed laying the still warm body on the ground I know this place im dreaming I had these dreams so often I knew when I was dreaming i could never wake up though something must be wrong I haven't dreamed of Olive for a long time

I closed my eyes and then they flicked open into the real world but the meows didn't stop I looked around then at the front door i spotted a small bundle of mewling fur i grabbed a blanket and some food that i knew was cat-friendly

I opened the door to a small fluff ball of white and orange I picked the small cat up cradling the orange white creature in my arms "I wont let anything hurt you I promise " I vowed to the kitten as I wrapped him in the small blanket and took him inside

I've always wondered if the world just doesn't have enough happiness to share with me enough hope enough love instead I get all the pain was I not meant to be born ? is this my internal punishment for existing? No one may ever answer