Shame and secrets

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~Taurtis P.O.V~
I'm not letting you sleep with my sister...sister...
Oh my gord. I could feel my face heat up. Great I may have just made a big  mistake on pissing off Sam. "It's ok you didn't know I'll let it slide....for now" Sam said leasing the purple haired girl (yes she has purple hair) into his room. I felt someone tap my shoulder, I looked back and saw Grian there smirking. "So? Feel like an idiot?" He said, I did feel like an idiot. "Dude it's ok I would have though the same if I was you and you know liked Sam" he said. How did he know I like Sam? "Don't worry I been knowing now come on let's head off to bed now" he said walking away. I stayed there on the couch thinking over some stuff in by which I meant my whole jealousy issue. I spend about an hour there thinking. I know we had school in the morning but I could go to sleep. Shortly after u saw Yuki come out of Sam's room wearing some green pjs. She guided herself with the wall and headed to the kitchen. I felt real bad for her. She came out with a glass of water and started to guide herself back when her ears piped up. She started to cough violently. I'm surprised that no one came over. But the coughing worried me. "Um Yuki are you ok? " I asked getting closer to her. I could hear her gasp as she took her final cough. "I'm fine...just sick" she said dragging of at the end. How long have you been sick" I asked. She had a worried expression. She didn't want to tell me. "I been sick all my life....not even doctors know how to help me" she said sipping her cup of water." But it's nothing really Sam and Grian would have not beard it cause they know I have thelse episodes of violently coughing" She said. So Grian knew her. AND HE DIDNT TELL ME! "You know Grian? How" I asked sitting her down because she looked like she needed to rest. "Him yeah I met him long ago when he. Was my brothers friend...when he separated from you for a while." She said. I remembered how hurt I felt when Sam had to leave though he promised to come back one day. He was with me now and that is all that mattered to be right now. "I met him when Grian came to me asking me help on how to tell Sam that he liked him" she said with a little smile. "Grian like Sam?" I asked, I could feel rage swallow me whole. "Yes but when he was going to tell him. Sam had mentioned you and how he missed you and wanted to go back yo Japan...course Grian felt like a deck after that and has been staying in England since then. Until he felt better and came here...honestly I don't think Grian is over him but is trying to step out of the way and waiting to see Sam happy with who ever he loves." She said. I couldn't help but feel guilty knowing that I might be that obstacle that Grian will deal with the rest of his life. "Sam did feel the same towards Grian but at that time he questioned a lot of things about himself. His sexuality,who he really likes, why He...is different." She said sipping her glass. "And did he find those answers? " I asked. Maybe I could see if I have a chance with Sam. "Yes now he knows...he is sure on who he likes..and what his sexuality is" she said putting her cup down."so what does he like?" I asked. I really hope he is gay or bisexual. "He is bisexual. I'm ok with it and everyone who knows it has been supportive" she said. I could feel my face hurt. Why? Because I had the biggest smile on my face."ok come on I'll lead you to his room" I said helping her up and leading her to Sam's room. I went to my own room slowly falling asleep with a smile on my face

~I have a chance with him~

(Woo another chapter. Two chapters in two days. Well I did this while I'm on the bus so I couldn't really make it long also I might try to ask my cousin if she could draw Yuki. So you guys can see her well bye
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