Chapter 30 - Now kiss me, you idiot.

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Sophie's POV : ( EDITED )

His voice repeat in my head hundred times. I look up to the ceiling, remaining freezing on my spot. Am i going to listen? Is this the time to forgive him? I made myself up that i will forgive him, but wait until the perfect moment to come. Let the time show him, that hiding something like this, messes with my brain with hell. I turn around, and make my way to the chair next to his bed. Not looking up to him, i pull the chair and put my weight into the cushioned chair.

" Look, i don't want to waste your time but just listen to me because i got a very important speech i created. Just for you, Sophie, " i remain froze on my eyesight, he was slightly frustrated with me, not paying attention. But that's how i play.

" So, what's the content then?, " i answer curtly. He sigh before answering my question patiently.

" It was....... I'm sorry, Sophie. I really am sorry, " his voice, the way he pronounce sorry touch my heart. He sounds so regretful and upset. I can't stand this. If he's going to speak again, i think i'm going to burst into tears. I never hear him sound so honest and angelic.

" That's all?, " i ask curtly. I move my eyesight to his green eyes. His eyes are so stunning and beautiful. I want to stare into it as long as i can. I wasn't controlled by anybody. This is me, real me.

" No, that's not all of it. I'm sorry for not letting you have a normal life like the other teenagers. I'm sorry for not letting you out from this house. You didn't deserve all of this. But out of all of this, i want you to know one thing, the box that you believe was mine, was long gone. I swear i dumped it inside a river. A strong flowing river and i saw it disappeared with both of my eyes. I know that after this, even if you forgive me, you'll never act, talk or even love me the way you do before this. And i know that i never tell you about my past, because i also don't want to talk about it. I'm not good enough for you, Sophie, " he give my hand a slight squeeze and at that point, there is no more tears. I have no more tears because right now, all i do is sob.

" N-No. D-Don't say t-that, " i try to smile at him and he smile back. His million dollar smile shine my heart again. I know it, he's my one and only. I don't care anymore if he loved somebody before me and i wasn't his first. I don't care if he come from a dark past and i definitely don't care about the damn box anymore. All i care i the boys that lay in front of me. This beautiful boy that fall from heaven.

" I'm sorry, Sophie. Can you ever forgive me?, " i wipe my tears away. People are right, no matter what your loved ones mistakes are, if you still love them, there's no way to say no. I nod my head and giggle at the thought of how ridicoulous i may look right now. But what's the most important thing is, I was in Harry's arms and i'm happy again.

" Yes Harry. I forgive you, " i giggle at him and lean for a warm hug. His hand wrap around my back, making me closer than ever to him. I pull out, and the awkward silence own the room. And Harry was the first to break it.

" Sophie?, " i smile at him but my thoughts are far away. I wanted to hear him to call anything else except my real name. Is he changing?

" Yeah?, "

" I love you, " my smile become wider as it reach my ear. Yup, it was ear-to-ear smile. Did he just...? Yeah he did. He just confess his love towards me. Homaigod, is this really happening? Can somebody slap me because everything that happen 20 minutes ago and now seems to good to be true. Am i dreaming? Don't wake me up, because it this was true, my dreams are better than the reality. But when i see his pleading eyes, hoping his 3 enchanted words would replayed by me. I want to hear it again and again and again! The way he said it was somehow very good to be heard.

" What?, "

" I said, i love you, babe, " he just called me babe again! And he did say i love you. I wasn't dreaming. This wasn't a dream but reality.

" And i love you too, Harry Edward Styles, " he straighten his back and stand on his back. I smile at him, he smile at me. We're both happy. No distraction, and now he's leaning for what so ever going to happen. He keep leaning and stop when his face are centimetres away from mine. His hot breath tickled my eyes and i have to look up in order to look at him. Slowly ( painfully slow ) his plump lips attack mine. But after a few seconds, he pulls away, with eyebrows up, confusion.

" And i guess i miss your lips so much until i think your lips taste like strawberry?, " i chuckle at his comment. Ah, i miss his old pickup lines. It's old, but i like it when he say it in his thick, famous British accent.

" That's my lipgloss, Harry!, " my lips closed as my hand rest on top of his neck. His hands are still wrapped around my back. I take a glance at his lips. 2 days, without touching those lips are driving me crazy. I don't know how i do it, but i did it. With Niall! Owh! Am i going to tell Harry about the plan for making him jealous? Should i? Maybe..... He begin to lean again, his eyes intently watching my lips. I shift uncomfortably, then say,

" A-Are you going to kiss me? I stutter at him and he laugh, probably amuse by my words.

" Yes! And thanks to you for ruining the moment by saying that, " i let out a small laugh and my hands fall helplessly to the side. And i just ruin the moment. Great, Sophie.

" So.... Would you go to Brit Awards with me? As a date, babe? Please!, " i laugh as he plead next to me by pressing the word 'please'. He's so immature and childish! He's super cute when asking for something, and you what the most frustrating part is? He always get what he want. Always.

" Nope. " i said, popping the 'p'. He pouts and his face automatically become super cute.

" Why not?, "

" Awhh, your so cute, you know that? And of course i would go!, " i wrap my arms around him again, rocking both of us front and back. I hide my face in his neck but then he ask again. Boy, he do have a lot questions right?

" But then, what about your lover boy Niall?, " at the second, i fall down of the bed, rolling in laughter. Tears welled up in my eyes and only one word, pain. I hurt myself when falling down and my stomach hurts from the laughing. After about 5 minutes, i stop laughing and sit on Harry's bed again. His face has many emotions.

" What so funny, miss-laughing-until-crying?, "

" You do know about...... Niall and i setting a plan for you right?, " i look at his eyebrows that rising every milisecond.

" What plan?, "

" A plan to make you jealous, so you can get back with me, " and now, his turn to laugh, just as hard as mine. And after 5 minutes later, he stop laughing.

" You know? I miss your ridiculousness so much. And i miss your lips, so you better got those sweet strawberry that coat your soft lips off?, " i giggle and lick the edible lipgloss from my lips. He groan in my sexiness and i chuckle more.

" Now kiss me, you idiot, " i grab his shoulder and pull him closer to me. He let out a loud ' hmmph' meaning he wasn't expecting that. The night was spent with kissing, cuddling and a lot of teasing.

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A/N : harphie is an item now! WOOHO! MY FAVORITE CHAPTER NOW! Please vote because DRAMA IS ON THE WAY!

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