Thugs need love too

Thugs need love too: secrets

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• Thursday July 11

• Drea and Dre's house

• 6:00 p.m.

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Dre's P.O.V.

Ok so there is something that I have been hiding from Drea and it's that I have a son.

My sons name is Malik and I love that little boy to death. His mom died a couple months ago and her name was Nadia.

Malik is only. 2 but he talks, walks, and is always swagger out and getting the lil girls at the park. My son is a G.

I feel that it's the right time to tell Drea, I mean my baby is great with kids.

All I know about Nadia's death is that she was in a gang and some people from the blue gang shot her and the leader Adam. Adam survived but Nadia didnt.

I know that Tre' is in the blue gang and he was in charge of the shooting and that's what I hate his little pussy ass.

I also know that Drea was in a gang too but I forgot which one. She left the gang until after she gives birth to the baby. I think it's ok because I know that Drea is an independent woman and needs no help. I would like her to join the gang that I'm in. My boss Kojo said it was cool cause we need more girls in the gang and she would be the first. I told him that I would move from being a hit man to a full time drug dealer and Drea and I would be the king and quen of the streets.

Drea said she was in the gang when the shooting happened but I doubt it was her gang.

Me on the other hand, I'm kinda in a gang but not really. What I do is I go to do the bigger drops out of state and all that shit and I get the money and shoot. I'm kinda like the hitman but I get payed twice the normal pay rate.

I think now is a good time to tell Drea about Malik because I'm not the type of guy to keep secrets in a relationship.

I decided to go up to the room to tell Drea. I hope she don't be mad at me.

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" Drea I gotta tell you something" I said sitting next to her on the bed.

"Yeah baby" she said sitting on my lap.

" I don't want you to be mad at me for this" I said really serious.

"Babe I'm not gonna be mad just tell me"

"Well I have a two year old son named Malik." I said as a heavy weight was lifted off my shoulders.

Drea had a blank expression on her face for a while.

"Drea what's wrong" I asked snapping her out of a trance.

" oh my fucking gosh I can't believe you have a son" she said really surprised.

"Is that a bad thing" I asked looking at her.

" hell no it's a great thing baby you know I love kids" she said jumping around in my lap.

" bae I want you to meet him. My mom is bringing him over tomorrow if that's ok." I said kissing her forehead

" that's wonderful baby I can't wait to meet him."

"Well ok then it's set."

"Babe I have a question."

" and what's that baby?" I said rubbing her stomach.

" where is his mom and who is she."

" we'll his moms name was Nadia. She died a few months back. She was in the purple gang doing some shit at the trap and the blue gang shot her. They still can't figure out who shot her. Before she died she never liked Malik and she tried stabbing her stomach and killing him before he was even born. I left her alone at the house with Malik and when I came back Malik was bleeding and they had another nigga at the house. I hurried up and took Malik to the hospital and they had burned,cut,hit,and molested Malik while I was gone. The nigga that was there swore that he and Nadia would come back and get revenge on me but ever since Nadia died I haven't seen that nigga around. I believe his name was Elijah." I said holding back years after telling Drea about what happened to Malik. I really didn't care what happened to Nadia after she like Elijah do that to Malik. I don't care who shot her but I thank them for doing it.

"Oh😔 I'm so sorry babe but you know Malik can always stay here if he needs too and im always here to be that mother figure in his life that he needs." She said wiping the tears that had fallen from my eyes.

"Thanks baby it means the world to me that you are willing to take making in like that and be the mother that he never had." I said pecking her lips here and there.

"No problem bae. Well I'm bout to go cool something to eat. I having fried chicken, mashed potatoes, and green beans so go wash up." She said kissing me passionately and walking downstairs.

Damn I really love my babygirl she means the world to me and I can't wait until the baby comes into the world.

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Drea's P.O.V.

After Dre told me the story about Malik's mom I was really upset. Half because of what happened to Malik and also because I was the one who shot Nadia. I feel really bad now I knew I shouldn't have joined this gang shit.

I don't know how I'm gonna tell Dre but I'm hoping he won't get mad. I really wanna meet his son because I love kids and I work well with them. The only one I'm not working well with is the one inside of me. I'm already three months pregnant and I'm already huge but I go to the doctor Monday of next week.

Let me just finish cooking and just think. I don't know how this is gonna go but I'm gonna try. I love Dre and I'm already in love with Malik. I'm really sympathetic when it comes to kids who have been abused but Malik is different I have a bunch of sympathy towards him because I killed his mom but I know all she was doing was slowly killing not only herself but Dre and Malik.

I feel really bad but I have to tell Dre somehow. I know For sure imma tell him after I give birth. I don't want no stress put on my baby and end up harming it. I hate the fact that this is Tre's baby. I wish it was Dre's baby he would be more of a father to my baby then Tre' ever could be.

When I was done cooking I called Dre down and we ate in silence and watched movies for the rest of the night. I hope if I go to sleep it will relieve some stress. It's bad enough my hormones are messing with me and now the fact that I killed my boyfriends baby momma was even worse.