Secrets of the Past...Memories of the Heart...

Confused

I awoke to the faint sound of beeping. I knew I was in a hospital. The faint sound grew more clearly and it sounded like it was coming from over my head. From over my hospital bed. I then started to hear sounds of women, and young ladies. Who were they? My mom, my sister? The nurses? Or the doctors? Wait. Mom? Who was my mom? I know I have one and I know I love her...but who is she? Surly I would recognize my own mother's voice. But I just couldn't remember her. And do I even have a sister? Wait...it's coming to me...the memories...
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Ugh! I can't remember. I can't remember anything. I tried pushing myself up with my elbows. But I couldn't. I was lying on my back and my arms were on the bed also. There was a slanted bandage around my head and there were some tubes attached to my arms. There was also a...a...well, I don't know the name but it was something on my finger. It was like a crocodile biting down hard, and the red light acted like the crocodile's eyes. Well, actually, one eye.
"She's awake! She's awake!!!" I heard one of the nurses shout. What was such a big deal? If I can only get myself together and remember...
"2016! She's awake! After 4 years!"
What were they talking about? I've never heard of a 2016, and evened though I don't remember what year it was.....
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I was pretty sure it wasn't 2016. But she did just say 'after 4 years!' I could do the math. And I did. It was unbelievable. Wait...how come I didn't forget math???weird...
Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
I remember, now that I got the info to remember. It's 2012! But why were they saying its 2016? Are they crazy?
Soon, very soon, I gathered the energy to speak. Glad I hadn't forgotten that.
"2016?? What are you guys talking about? Who are you all and where am I? I don't remember...anything..." I said as I was being calmed down by some of the nurses. I was panting, and felt like I was about to pass out. I didn't understand. I wasn't panting seconds ago. Maybe because I didn't really have the energy to speak? Maybe. Just maybe.
I was so confused. I can't remember...who am I? What's my name? Those thought had just reached my mind.
"Honey, we have a lot to explain...and ur really gonna need help...lots of help." One of the nurses said. But I didn't understand. I didn't remember anything...I hated this feeling. I felt like I know...but I just can't remember. I know! I know! I know everything. Who I am, my mother...my whole life! I just can't remember.
"You have amnesia, sweetie. You don't have any memories left. And this is an amnesia that cannot be cured. This is something...different..."
What?! I have amnesia. This was not great. I tried my best to get off my hospital bed. I started to lean forward and tired to push myself up with my hands, but I couldn't. Then I tried talking, but I barely let out a whisper. I tried getting up again, but I could only lean far enough as a couple of inches and I drop back to my hospital bed. I felt too tired and everything became a blur. I drifted off to sleep, with my last thoughts: if I'm in a hospital, then surly the nurses and doctors have some idea of who I am...and where...and why...and...and...if they know more about me then myself, because I have amnesia, they can tell me the information they want me to know about myself. They can tell me lies, they can tell me the truth and still I won't detect a thing. They can be, and they will be hiding some things from me, which they do not want me to know. I had to get everything straight and get to learn who I am... I know already, I just have to...remember. I have to find this information they're gonna be hiding from me, and learn them myself...
Hey everyone! Was Sup! Sry 4 such a short chap, I was kinda rushin...so, yea...hope u'all enjoyed! Don't worry, it gonna get more interesting then this lame thing: a girl wakes up with amnesia and she is confused and Now wants to remember everything, cause she already knows, and she also is very sure nurses r gonna be hidin somethings...and she wants to find them herself...but she passes out...bla, bla, bla
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