It's been awhile... I'm usually seen as the social type. Yet, it's been awhile since I went out with one of my lady friends. They have slowly just been less and less appealing to me. "Well," I tell myself as I get out of bed "time for school..." I do the normal routine, but after I put on my shoes I stay sat down on the stairs thinking about why I'm doing all this; why am I going out with every women in a 2 mile radius? I don't come to a come to a conclusion and head on the way to school. I listen to some music on the way (Breaking Benjamin). I walk towards the gate and stop to think about the question this morning. I think I've come to a reasonable answer when I see him walking over here. I smile for some reason he brings a smile to my face for once (I don't know why). He walks over, says "Sup, dickcheese!" and punches me in my ribs. "Ow, dick!" That's the normal response I give when he punches me. It doesn't hurt it never hurts but I think he likes to feel slightly dominant. Fucking Ben.
I haven't had internet for 3 weeks now so I've found others to entertain myself. It mostly consists of doing this thing called going outside. I often do it with my friends. I find that most people are willing to do what ever I say and honestly that may sound great but it's gotten boring. Although there is one person who doesn't do as I say and that's Ben. I feel so submissive towards him like I want to do what HE wants and what will make HIM happy. It's so unlike me I do the things that require the least amount of effort but I seem to go out of my way to please him. I wounder if he will come out with me. I would like it if he came out. We could: play video games, do a sport, just talk or we could go out to eat. This is starting to sound like one of my dates I would take my lady friends, but I think I would enjoy going on a date with him especially of what I normally would do after a date. Just that idea alone fills me with excitement and determination to make it happen. I'm pretty sure Ben likes swimming. I walk up to him and, like an awkward person asking someone on a date, I ask "H-hey, Ben I was, ur, wondering if you wanna come out with me you know since I don't have internet and all?"He agrees... YES!
