* A/N- Sorry about the last chapter!! Half of it got deleted so here it is. Again im so sorry!!
Good Day Old Chaps!! *
Chapter 2
* time skip to lunch *
I walked into the cafeteria, not really wanting to really eat the schools lunch, but I was hungry. I got in line with Kris and Kaity and just talked about weird stuff like 'did you see the new guy?' or 'I wish I had more classes with you' blah blah blah....... I just wanted to sit alone and eat the mystery meat and listen to Panic! At The Disco or Fall Out Boy. I sat kept zoning out during lunch and just slipped into my thoughts.
I thought about what would happen if I told them how I really feel. What would they say? Would they still be my friends? or Would they call me a loser stop talking to me? Its really hard for me to do anything because I second guess myself on anything and everything. I like that I have friends that can help, but if I told them, they would leave.
" Hey Bea! Hello?? BEA!!!" Kaity yelled and got me out of my daze.
" Okay, you really didn't have to yell, you know that right?" I asked her, sass lacing my voice.
" Yah, she knows but she just wanted to because she is an awesome friend!!" Kris smiles at me then at Kaity.
" yah, whatever. " I mumbled as the bell rang and diverted to my locker.
The rest of the day was pretty boring. I just listened to my music and worked. I can't wait till summer comes.
YOU ARE READING
Alone and Weak or Alive and Strong?
Spiritual"She's not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about herself" Her favorite quote...... It means that she can hide under a mask.... The mask where everyone thinks she is okay.... The mask where no one will see...