Yea. So you see where i am. Living with my grandparents nd siblings. Happy right?! WRONG!!! My first night i would have dreams about my mother. I would wake up and pretend im the happiest girl alive. Well im
Far from it. I would have dreams of my mom dieing or her selling me for drugs. Im going to go back to the past... My mom tells us comes and tell us to pack our. Bags we are living with her. We moved to liberty ciy in a roach invested apartment. One day she left early in the morning and told us not to leav e the apartment. We didnt have anything to eat. It has been hours since we left my baby brother was crying. My little sister was crying too. I left tge apartment to ask the neighbor for a sandwich. I went home and fed my siblings. When my mom came back she was mad as hell cause she found out about the sandwiches. She put our mcdonalds on the table and whooped my ass. My mom always did that. When we went to school i had to catch a bus
From liberty city to opa locka. ALONE and SEVEN YEARS OF AGE. I will come home to hear my mom havin sex for money or joy. Its not the first she had sex. For money before in front of us. My mom has recently as in last summer took is to pick up some drugs. I found this out wheni got home. Ughhh life was hard. I was cooking and cleaning and washing clothes at five. I never really had fun times living with my mom. I failed third grade year because no one cared about my grades our took me to school. I could have went to summer school but my mom thought it was unimportant. Soo i am now a grade behind. My mom would masterbate in front of us and everything. I was stapped in a fight at seven. I had guns go off around me on soo close to my ear. There was a lake that had alligators or crocs and there was BIG ass pipe oing across it. I forced to start at on end of the pipe and finish on the other side. I nearly fell TWENTY TIMES that pipe was a thousand time bigger than me i was 78 pounds and barely 3 feet. It was hard but i didnt want to be eaten alive. I hated my life sooo GOT DAMN MUCH. Sucide went through my head. But i also i wanted to become something in life i just didnt know how yet. One day i feel asleep in the tub and my poppi TOOK A DAMN PICTURE. And showed my WHOLE GOT DAMN SECOND GRADE CLASS. Ughhhh EMBRASSING RIGHT. Lmaoo one day i tried to feed my auntie's gold fish rocks and it died so i flushed it down the toilet and pretended to never know. Lml.
Soory if u r cofused i type dwn wat i remember n i cnt go into detail wit out drepressin ova it sryyyy. Bare wit me.
