TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY.

Chapter 4

Niall's POV

"Hey Niall how's Ciara? Still fancy her mate?" Liam said while making kissing noises.

I could feel my face grow red. "She's doing great, I went with her to go look at prom dresses. She looked soo beautiful" I said while picturing her in the black lacy dress.

Whooop Whooop Nialler. Calm down mate, we don't want to see your willy go up. Hahahaha" Louis yelled across the room.

The guys laughed at Louis' joke. I just turned red again.

"Shut up Louis!" I said in embarassment

"C'mon Nialler, we all know you like her! And we can tell she likes you too! The way she looks at you, It's like the way Danielle looks at Liam, Perrie looks at Zayn, and Eleanor looks at me." Louis said.

I looked at Liam, Zayn & Louis.

"Ya Niall, we could tell she really likes you from the moment we met her." Liam said.

"But she has a boyfriend! She said she loves him" I said the last one in a whisper.

"I say I love Louis, but we all know he a pain in the arse." Liam chuckled.

Louis just slapped the back of Liam's head.

"Go talk to her Niall, before it's too late" Harry said while giving me a pat on the back.

I sighed & quickly grabbed my car keys.

"Be back later, wish me luck!" I said while walking towards the door.

"Good Luck Niall, Carefull with your willy. Hahahaha" Louis joked.

I just rolled my eyes & slammed the door.

*15 minutes later, Ciara's house*

I got off my car, I walked up to Ciara's doorstep. My hands sweating & shaking, I wiped them on my jeans & knocked the door.

"Coming!" she yelled

I smiled at the sound of Ciara's voice. She opened the door & a smile overtook her face.

"Niall what are you doing here?" She asked.

"I need to talk to you, do you have a minute?" I said

"Um, ya come in" She said.

She looked jittery, & her eyes showed fear again.

"Um, Ciara are you okay??" I asked

"Uh yeah, I'm fine, why did you leave without saying good bye??" She said while trying to change the subject

I gulped, "I got a text from Liam to hurry up & get to the studio. I'm sorry" I said nervously

"It's fine" She said with a small smile

"Ciara, what's wrong? Did Brent hurt You?!" I asked with worry

She looked down, I could see her tears falling from her eyes.

"No he didn't" She said firmly

I lifted her chin up and wiped her tears with my thumb, and when I did that she winced in pain. She quickly turned her head.

"Ciara, what happened?! Your cheek, it's turning purple" I asked with worry

"Nothing, I fell" She said quietly

"On your cheek?!" I asked in confusion.

"DID HE HURT YOU?! TELL ME!" I strongly asked

"It was my Fault" she whispered

I grabbed her shoulder & shook her "HOW COULD YOU BE SOO STUPID! HE HURT YOU!! and YOU LET HIM!!" I fiercely spoke.

I saw her eyes grow dark.

"You're hurting me!" she spoke with fear in her eyes

I quickly dropped my hands.

"I'm so sorry Ciara, I'm sorry, and for what I said I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you" I said

She looked at me & the silence killed me. "Please say something" I begged.

She took a deep breath. "Get out." she spoke

"W-what?" I looked at her, giving her a confused look

"Get Out!" She spoke, but this time louder than the last time.

"Ciara please, I'm sorry. I just wanted to protect you, because I-I LOVE YOU!" I spoke

She looked down at her feet. "Please Niall, just go" she quietly spoke.

"No I won't! I LOVE YO-" before I was able to finish she yelled.

"GET OUT NOW!"

And that broke my heart.

"Fine I will, but just remember I will always LOVE you, even if you don't feel the same way" I spoke trying to hold my tears from falling.

I took one last look at her and left her house. As soon as I hit the steering wheel hard & cursed under my breath.

"I love you Ciara, I just wish you felt the same"