50 Shades of Payne

Matts POV

Mercy was laying at the end of my bed writing down her homework in her notebook. I was sitting in front of her with my English book in my lap. I was suppose to be writing down my vocabulary but my mind kept drifting back to that kiss with Darcy. How smooth her lips felt against mine. They felt perfect, not too big, not too small, just right. They were perfectly moist and she took it slow, not like Mercy, because she would always start to touch me when we were just kissing. Don't get me wrong i liked that, but sometimes just kissing was enough for me. Darcy didn't dare touch me. She looked at me begging for my kiss but I had to end it. I knew Mercy was coming over to study.

"Babe!" Mercy somewhat shouted at me smiling. I looked at her with wide eyes. "You're doing it again."

"Oh sorry." Ever since that kiss my mind has been going blank and I was spacing out really badly.

"What's your deal?" Mercy demanded scruffing her eyebrows.

"I told you, love" I lied "I'm worried about my English test tomorrow. You know this."

She yawned "it just seems like you're hiding something."

"I'm not." I shrugged. "I'm actually kind of tired, can we-"

"You're tired?" She frowned "im not. in fact," she got up and crawled to me pushing my chest until I went back enough and hit my bed board. Then she sat on my thighs. "I'm far from tired." She leaned down and kissed me but my mind still kept drifting back to the kiss with Darcy. It was like it was so real. I just wanted to kiss her again and lean over her an tell her how happy she made me. She made me more happy then Mercy ever had. I opened my eyes not even realizing that Mercy had now moved down to my neck and was working on my sweet spot. Right in back of my ears. I thought of Darcy again and pictured her glistening body on top of me doing the same thing. A small moan escaped my mouth and Mercy giggled. She moved back a little and started unbuttoning my shirt. I still couldn't help but think about Darcy and the sight of Mercy on top of me, I hate to say it, but it repulsed me. I use to be so attracted to this girl, but then We moved here and Darcy came into my life. I've haven't been the same since and I couldn't tell if that was a bad thing or not. Mercy was still straddling me and she had just lifted her tank top off when my mum came in my room.

"Matt could you-" she looked at us with wide eyes. "What have I said before?"

I looked at her then back to Mercy who was still on top of me, smiling. Couldn't she take a hint?

"Mercy pick up your things and go home." She folded her arms and stared at Mercy who was now frowning at me. "You know what my rules are. not in the house." mercy looked at me with puppy dog eyes and I knew what she wanted, and that was for me to convince her otherwise. Instead I just sighed at her and shrugged. I was extremely happy that my mum came in here. And just in time. Mercy opened her mouth wide and got off of me. 'Thank God.' I thought to myself. She started throwing all of her things into her purse and she put her tank top and shoes on. She went to give me a kiss but right when we were about to kiss, my mum cleared her throat. "Mercy. Home. Now." She sighed and grabbed her things leaving past my mum. My mum watched her leave and when she was fully out the door, she came in here and sat on my bed.

"Matthew what are you doing." She frowned. "You know you don't love her."

That thought hadn't occur to me before but now that I think about it, no I don't love her.

She sighed "let's face it Matt the girl you love is down the hall. And you know that."

"I wouldn't say love, but she makes me happy, yes."

She smiled. Well I originally came in here to get you to help dad cook dinner but he's probably already done by now."

I smiled back at her,nput my shirt on, and stoop up. I followed her down stairs and we all gathered around and had dinner. The whole time, Darcy was staring at me making funny faces as I ate. She was so beautiful, no matter what face she made. She had perfect tan skin just like my fathers friend, Harry and then I remembered she was his daughter. And her perfect dark hair was up in a messy bun and she had her bangs pinned back with a hair pin, showing off her beautiful big green eyes. She almost looked like an angel to me. It really didn't matter what funny faces she made. I really really liked this girl and I liked her even more with every breath she took.