Hell 11pm why not write
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I thought I'd write about my crush cause hell if she finds this then I have to ask her out. She's got beautiful brown flowing hair. She so cute. Like seriously. But more than that, she has shown me all the stuff I've come to love, FMAB Jubyphonic, and some other stuff (her). Like seriously. I am tripping hard for this girl. I'm just scared cause our friendship is so perfect but I don't want to screw it up like I don't want to scare her out of being my friend. What makes me bad about my one true best friend is that I have liked this girl for, one sec, two years. He says she's cute and just asked her out one day. She said no but still. Never mind getting off topic.( FYI except for typos and grammar I don't erase write I write so like deal with it. ) I just. I've been staying up till its 11:56 pm right now and I can't stop thinking about her. I have a lot of past divorced parents lack of self confidence, depression for about a year and a half now. I just. I've always been told put other people first treat others better and I've done that to the point where I've stopped caring about myself at some points in my life. Many times. I just. This girl is perfect but I thought that about my last girlfriend. Turns out she did drugs, slept around, and more I can't imagine. I've been trying to type this sentence for about ten minutes not knowing how to say it but I'll just be blunt. I don't want to Fuck up her life with my stupidity. I mean seriously. I am in all honors classes the kid you'd expect to be a genius but I don't even know how to ask a girl out or at least get enough balls to ask her buff if she even likes me.
I've written a lot tonight big test tomorrow pray for me.
This is Chase
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My Captains Log (my man diary)
RandomWell the title sums it up. Here I write stuff about me and when it happens. I guess I'll make a new chapter for every day I don't know I'm still working out all the kinks so give me time.
