Cat's POV
Beck just came back and told us she wanted some rest and we could visit tommorow after or before Scarlet. I felt so sorry for them I have been worried out of my mind,also poor beck having to tell Scarlet. "Beck do you want someone to come with you when you tell Scarlet?" I asked."Umm,can you please?" Beck quietly asked,looking afraid for help."Sure,I'm going to get something to eat" I exclaimed getting up and going towards the lift to the canteen. As I was in the lift I heard somebody mutter something about my body and they said it with a disguisted look on their face. I wonder what's wrong with me am I fat,well I haven't been eating that much lately but maybe I should cut down. I got out the lift determined to lose some weight. When I was in the line I was thinking about how wierd things have been lately,it's like nobody has control of what is going to happen. It needs to change I am going to take charge of my life and first thing first sort out my weight,I am only 7 st 11 pounds but I mean the look that man gave me must have ment something. I ordered a small salad,when I was going back to the gang I felt like everyone was staring at me even though I'm sure they aren't. I took the stairs,trying to be healthier and went to sit down next to Andre and Beck,Robbie was at work doing a gig with rex,because an act cancelled and they needed someone to fill in so robbie is. "Cat you haven't got much there"Andre said looking at my tiny portion of food. "I'm not very hungry" I lied playing with my salad.
