No, Not Her | AntiSepticEye Fanfic

Two

[Lia's POV]

I end the call and put my phone back on its charger. I pull myself out of my bed, my blue and purple blankets falling off of me.

I stand only in my Septic Sam tee and underwear. I wear this shirt to bed a lot because even though I've known Sean since before he even made his YouTube, I'm still a fan. Well...an avid viewer, at least.

I go to my dresser and simply pull a pair of jeans on. I'm too lazy to change my shirt. Besides, I'm pretty sure he'll like seeing me with Sam on the front.

I go out of my room and put my shoes on in the main entryway. They're just an old pair of sneakers that are falling to bits. I need new shoes, I remind myself silently.

Snatching my jacket, I start the walk to Sean's place.

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I march up the steps to Sean's door and lightly knock. I hear some thumping from the other side before it opens in front of me. Sean's smiling face makes me smile, too.

Then I notice something.

His abs.

I feel my face flush with embarrassment, but he gently pulls me inside.

"Hey," he says, pulling me into a slightly awkward hug. I wrap my arms around his chest and bury my face in his shoulder. I'm scared for if he notices how nervous I am.

I mean, I've been to his house dozens of times before, just not like this. Usually, it was to play video games or for a party or something like that. Not like this: three in the morning, when both of us are extremely sleepy.....? Oh, jeez....

He pulls away, "You okay?" His precious blue eyes are filled with concern.

"Y-Yeah," I stutter, my face growing even more red, "I just...nervous."

He lightly laughs it off, "Don't worry. I'll be here to chase your nightmares away."

I find myself cringing instinctively, "Are you sure?"

He nods as he grabs my hand to lead me to his bedroom, "I'm too BOSS to be scared of measly inner thoughts!"

This relieves me of all my worries and even makes me chuckle a little. I let him drag me into his room. He peels the blankets back and takes off his pants, leaving him in a pair of lime green boxers. This makes me blush all over again.

This is what I've wanted, and yet....Now that I have it, I'm nervous as all hell.

"What?" He asks.

I open my mouth, but no words come out.

He steps forward and puts his hands on my shoulder, just beside the hemline of my collar, which makes me shiver for a second.

"You don't have to if you don't want to," he tells me in a whisper, his lips barely moving. Gah, those lips....they're so kissable.

No....I can't. What will he think of me if I randomly kiss him like that? Yeah, he'd think I'm the wierdest person ever and he'd never want to hang out around me again. Thus, our friendship - er, relationship would be ruined.

I refocus my attention and shake my head. I pull off my shoes and remove my jeans. I notice his eyebrows lift up into his hair. I can tell he likes what he sees. This improves my confidence a bit.

He sits on the edge of his bed and beckons me to sit next to him. Then, we're laying down beside each other. My chocolate brown hair is splayed everywhere until he starts stroking it.

He's petting my hair. Wait....does this mean he likes me back?

Of course not, Lia....Stop looking into things too much.

"So," his voice breaks my concentration on his magnificent blue eyes.

"Yeah?"

He grabs my hips and pulls me on top of him.

There, we sit, for a good while. Ten minutes, maybe?

I stare into his endless blue eyes. They remind me of the clear blue water you'd see at the edge of the world, or something like that. I would go to the ends of the Earth for Sean....but he doesn't know. He doesn't notice.

"You're beautiful," he declares.

Wait....does he?

Hell, I don't care anymore.

I grab his shirt collar and bring him close for a kiss. Our lips touch and it's a sweet moment. At first, he's surprised. But then, he melts into it. He wraps his arms around the small of my back.

And for the first time in a long time, I feel like everything is going to be okay.

I didn't know just how wrong I was....

Cliffhanger, sorry. The next update will be coming soon. I promise.
- FM