I'm sorry.
I guess I just need someone to be strong for me
I just expected that to be you
I'm sorry
I guess i forgot to be strong for myself or others
So please don't do anything reckless cause others still need you
I still need you
I'm sorry i dont know which emotions to show at the right time
I'm sorry I'm so insecure. but when I'm with you
i feel better.
I feel safe.
I'm sorry.
I act like i dont care.
Cause I'm so fucken scared.
I'm sorry I'm not enough to keep you strong.
Im sorry for letting pride get the best of me.
I just lost ever one else trying to find myself.
I want us to run away from all this and forget those who hurt us
But i understand if you don't want me I'm your life anymore.
Just know
I'm sorry that you cut yourself on my broken pieces when you tried to fix me. I'm sorry
I'm stupid,
selfish,
annoying,
hurting,
broken,
unfixable,
stubborn,
jumpy,
attention seeking,
unhelpfull,
boring,
over dramatic,
depressed,
lost,
un reliable,
unlovable.
Im sorry for being me.
You deserve someone better.
Someone whos not me.
Maybe thays why i love you so much. Because youre everything im not.
So im Sorry,
For being the wrong person
