I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind
With all this anger,guilt, and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait to the cliff at the end of the river
Is this revenge that I was seeking
Or seeking someone to avenge me
Stuck in my own paradox
I wanna set myself free
Maybe I should've chase and find
Before theyll tty to stop it
It won't be Long before I become a puppet
It been so long
Since I last have seen my son
Lost to this to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since u been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of ur mother
I wish I live in the present
With the gift of my past mistakes
But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
Ur sweet little eyes,ur little smile
Is all I Remembered
Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
Justified is killing me
but killing isn't justified
What happen to my son, I'm terrified
It lingers in my mind and thought keep on getting bigger
I
'm sorry my sweet baby I wish I've been there
It been so long
Since I last seen my son
Lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since u been gone
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder the sanity of ur mother
